Monday, June 30, 2008

historical day ! [sad & cry]

why cant i sematkan flower 4 u , pengetua ?? tn haji asmoin bin sarkawi ! he said "no boys in tis sch ar ?" walao a.. oh no !! [omitofou] i still smile to him.
he continued "...nanti naik surat khabar..." haiz.. y cant a gal sematkan bunga 4 his sch principal ?? tis is a normal things !!

my water rocket !! why ? why u wan do tis to me ? why cant u act 4 jus some mins ??
chun oso said "if xin do 4 u, sure go to daerah ones." but i ady lose ! the 1st trial of my trajektori ady go langgar bumbung, it is jus 45 degree !! not 90 ! man ~~ my parachute ! y cant open ur plastic ??
zzz
so sad 2day ,!!
i really noe tat it is jus a puppy lov !! but y dun u play it v me ?? u noe it is jus last 4 5 months onli ! not 5 years la ! the puppy luv is jus 4 fun ! it jus make me happy ! i need it to reduce my study' streess sss !!!!!!!! walao ..

[althought i noe in front is a big river, but i still across it . finally i get nth, but jus hurt !]

Saturday, June 21, 2008

5 月 12 日 -- 四川 "大地震"

孩子,快抓紧妈妈的手——献给在四川大地震中遇难的孩子们

孩子
快抓紧妈妈的手
去天堂的路
太黑了
妈妈怕你
碰了头

抓紧妈妈的手
让妈妈陪你走

妈妈

天堂的路
太黑
我看不见你的手
自从
倒塌的墙
把阳光夺走
我再也看不见
你柔情的眸

孩子
你走吧
前面的路
再也没有忧愁
没有读不完的课本
交不完的答卷
你要记住
我和爸爸的模样
来生还要一起走

妈妈
别担忧
天堂的路有些挤
有很多同学朋友
我们说
不哭
哪一个人的妈妈
都是我们的妈妈
哪一个孩子
都是妈妈的孩子
没有我的日子
你把爱给活着的孩子吧

妈妈
你别哭
泪光照亮不了
我们的路
让我们自己
慢慢的走
妈妈
我会记住
你和爸爸的模样
记住我们的约定
——来生还要一起走

这首诗歌 , 感人呀 ! 也真叫人流泪 [>_<]

Saturday, June 7, 2008

tis kind of fren , [^_^] , [=/=] or [>/<] ?

2day i so bad mood.. im was sick when wed,,and im still sick !! not yet recover .
when we started the physic tuition , my mood changed , it changed into happiness.. cuz the topics and the teacher so "cool" his story make me laugh at all the time. but when the tuition comes to end, i felt headache.. dunno y .. it comes to me so suddenly, and at that time, the teacher was teaching us about the application of water pressure. he gives us the example of 'the intravenous bottle should place at a higher place than the injection side' tis example make me mor headache..

when the tuition ended, i called hui si to call c.s.g to giv me the physic papers tat he should give to me 2day , now ! but i saw him jus went down the stairway.. and quickly i ran down to search 4 him, i really scare he will 4got bout tis, but when i ask him 4 the papers , he jus said "somebody took it" i ask hu ? "xu yang", he replied.. OMG !! how come ?? i was so angry at the moment ! but i said nth to him. jus looked at him, but y he did not look at me ?? he scared ?? [ i hope to noe tis answer ]

after back, my dad brought me the kfc , although i like kfc, but when i was eating it, my brain still think about tat ques, [y he like tis one ?] after tat , i go find him throught msn,.. watever, his answer make me not so angry ..

but something tat i wan him to noe, if i not need the papers 2day, i will not told him 3 times !! 1st time, i told him by msn, but i noe and i believe he r away cuz he wrote there [IM NOT HERE], so,, 2nd time, i told him when i saw him in maple story. 3rd time, 2day ! , jus now !, evening before we went to tuition, i remind him to bring it. y should i told him so many times ?, if i dun wan the papers ! ? xu yang is hu ??!! ur fren ?? me too !! but jus he boy i gal. i dunno yet other reasons tat u cant take back from xu yang !!

C.S,G, 华语老师说的很对 "今天你遇到的 "KES" 的对象是我, 是我们, 是你的朋友!!" ,我不敢想象以后你遇到的那个对象对你的RESPOND是如何..
再说, 我还是一为未真正踏入社会的小女孩.. 我不知道我还可以被你们这些人做的这种决定 "忍受" 多久..
我更不知道 "将来" 我会对你们作出什么"NEGATIVE" 的决定..我希望我不会.. [=/=] 因为我还未作出真正是"伤害" 其他人的任何决定..REALLY !! 还没有 !

2day, tis kind of things happen to me [woon cheng]. if 2day, tis kind of thing happen to me [ur gf], will the result be the same ? or if 2day, it happens to me [ur fiancee] still the same thing tat i got ?? [=.=' ']

mb i loved u b4, so .. [cannot be 100 % angry at u] , [i still cant do it although i not love u now. ] , [=/=] ! 5hLt * but 我开始发觉[对你 , 我总是无话可说  ? 但只能在我的心内 :[让它过去吧 ,时间是一种解药]. [T.T']

Friday, June 6, 2008

<他们的部落格>THEIR's blog

我很欣赏他们的部落格 [jys, ying, kok jin, ah yang', and so on.. ][http://www.vrxueji.com/blog/lobster][http://www.vrxueji.com/blog/zeizei125] 每当我读他们的部落格时, 那种感觉特别好, 可能是他们的句字太 '美' 了吧. 那种感觉很新鲜, 似乎拥有一个快乐既满足感, 读起来时觉得轻松自在.

当读着他们的BLOG时, 让我感觉到我似乎没有几个 ''真心的朋友'' . 在我的脑海里, 想不道谁是我的朋友, 谁对我是真心的.. . 我老妈常说 "我们这家子是独立派的 " 想起来应该滿对吧... 我们3兄妹都毫无多朋友. " 聪明的人不会有多好友" [SOMEBODY SAID IT ] [ NOT MEAN MYSELF.. =.= ' ]

WAT EVER.. WITHOUT FRENS,, WE WILL NOT ABLE TO LIVE A HAPPILY LIFE ^a^

but ,, we still can be alive althought no fren with us