Long time again that I do not cry. I cried 3 times today. I had 3 important things today: 2 presentations (makmal electric electronic and professionalisme), 1 german oral test. Im strong enough to make sure all these speaking are done with well. Ya, I cant be perfect. There are still some improvements can be done.
This week, I'm totally faint. The clapper project make me tired, make me brain-less. Luckily I have a partner that is highly perfect. He is especially good at circuits. He is calm, even Eng Peng has started to worry.
Been with him, I'm always in the safety zone. But, I can't improve, never ! I got all the nodes connected wrongly. The 11th lab for this semester, yet I still got wrong for the basic ! Poor me..
for german, "okay. kein probleme. Das passt Gut !"
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I got ignored. Keep being ignored , continuously being ignored by my partners. When I message, they no reply. (okay, let them an excuse, because my phone is always not my side too!) I call them, they did not answer. (Still excuse and forgive them, they might still in the bed even it is now 2 30pm !) I send message on facebook, they too, ignored my messages. I'm frust, I'm worry.. Unable to get them contact is a huge problem~ !
I will never know the reasons behind the 'ignored'. I don't ask.
I cried. I can't say anything. IF I did, I will be marked "cruel". The friendships will broken immediately. Among coursemates and commates. It doesn't just a simple problem.
I did the stupid-est thing : calls 'ABie' to ask her to call her DIDI !!!!
what are the differences between point of views of a man for a woman before and after he feels interest on her?
: totally different. You can't even say a SORRY when you are late! AND you can't even say THANK YOU when you are awaken or when the whole thing doesn't get spoil ! You answered her calls in front of me yet say nothing to me after the call. Oh DUDE, can I lie underground for that moment? please la...
(to be frank, I'm a noob, because I don't have the skills and I do not good at that particulars. So, even if you are wrong, I can't give my comments, as you will never hear into your ears.) In your eyes, only her. You will never let her cry, we know. Everyone knows. But, where is your moral? Where is the respect gone? You are clever, I admit.
Never ever ignore /hurt people just simply with your "not care"/ "not necessary". PLEASE !!
if none of us respect people, what the world would be? All us are rubbish, then.
Had lots of unpleasant memories for my first year second sem projects on LAB, Programming, German. brain-less-powerful people at least know how to respect others. Disappointed. I keep and keep being ignored.. until the moment I realized I should go far away from you, I should not stand by your sides, hear your teasing on her.
-FKAB, 25/5/2012.
p/s: JUST DON'T LIKE TO RECEIVE "NO REPLY" .
WE ARE HUMANS.
I'M NOT MADE OF STONES.
:: (((((
Been with him, I'm always in the safety zone. But, I can't improve, never ! I got all the nodes connected wrongly. The 11th lab for this semester, yet I still got wrong for the basic ! Poor me..
for german, "okay. kein probleme. Das passt Gut !"
~ ~ ~ ~
I got ignored. Keep being ignored , continuously being ignored by my partners. When I message, they no reply. (okay, let them an excuse, because my phone is always not my side too!) I call them, they did not answer. (Still excuse and forgive them, they might still in the bed even it is now 2 30pm !) I send message on facebook, they too, ignored my messages. I'm frust, I'm worry.. Unable to get them contact is a huge problem~ !
I will never know the reasons behind the 'ignored'. I don't ask.
I cried. I can't say anything. IF I did, I will be marked "cruel". The friendships will broken immediately. Among coursemates and commates. It doesn't just a simple problem.
I did the stupid-est thing : calls 'ABie' to ask her to call her DIDI !!!!
what are the differences between point of views of a man for a woman before and after he feels interest on her?
: totally different. You can't even say a SORRY when you are late! AND you can't even say THANK YOU when you are awaken or when the whole thing doesn't get spoil ! You answered her calls in front of me yet say nothing to me after the call. Oh DUDE, can I lie underground for that moment? please la...
(to be frank, I'm a noob, because I don't have the skills and I do not good at that particulars. So, even if you are wrong, I can't give my comments, as you will never hear into your ears.) In your eyes, only her. You will never let her cry, we know. Everyone knows. But, where is your moral? Where is the respect gone? You are clever, I admit.
Never ever ignore /hurt people just simply with your "not care"/ "not necessary". PLEASE !!
if none of us respect people, what the world would be? All us are rubbish, then.
Had lots of unpleasant memories for my first year second sem projects on LAB, Programming, German. brain-less-powerful people at least know how to respect others. Disappointed. I keep and keep being ignored.. until the moment I realized I should go far away from you, I should not stand by your sides, hear your teasing on her.
-FKAB, 25/5/2012.
p/s: JUST DON'T LIKE TO RECEIVE "NO REPLY" .
WE ARE HUMANS.
I'M NOT MADE OF STONES.
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