waiting for you..

800M 's owner

F607 :

In my life , no regrets left. For KMJ's 2010/2011 MINI KAKOM, I participated in 800m. With Tarnisha, we represented Block F and race with 6 others girls. My first and actually dream was joining 1500m. Went for the first training, i was able to finish 3 and half tracks within 14++mins.. IT IS DAMN SLOW !! hehe.. anyway, with god's will, my name is put after 800m ..

Luckily , I completed the real 800m run within 3:54:10s .. 1,2,3,4 .....(jarak-jarak) 5..........[(jarak-jarak) ^2 ]  6,7,8.. I'm no 5. the 6th slower than me about 1mins.. while im lagging behind the first for about 10 seconds. Unbelievable, I still can complete this task. Thanks to friends' support {hui wern} and Chee. ya, and also mummy.
Feel satisfy after all.. For others, perhaps I'm just a loser. For myself, I'm always the owner and the winner. Successfully, I able to challenge the devil of my dream.


MErry X'Mas :

Wishing everyone a Christmas Day.. Chee => merry xmas & happy new year 2011 .. Hope 2011 can be our  good year, with lots of sweet memories will be kept in our mind and soul.

today, Im so indeterminable.. Finally it comes. the time to fill in UPU's form. for others, perhaps it is just a small small task in life, but for me, i feel very headache >><< keep asking :"what to choose, this can? how about that?? arr.. so "mafan" and so on.. "
I don't know what is true and what suit me for the moment.. "I make the choices, and god will lead me to the pathway that is fate for me." IS this right? We just choose, and at last we follow. We are not really the one who can decide and did what we want. Whatsoever, we can always dreaming and yearn for something we wish to get.

Jia you everybody.. Remember, just go and try your best. Never let it be a regret. IF you fail on the trial..Let it be, and try again with good performance next time ^^ :P
Shall not let our "REGRETS" come more and more as we getting older and older..

p/s: songs by Chun- feliz navidad ; 一件禮物

2.30 A.M. (24/12/10)

wow.. really surprise of myself.. I can withstand until this wee hours, without having a nap in the afternoon / evening. Try to guess what I did until this 2.30 am.. hehe $%^&(

I'm actually just chit-chat with my MOM !!  Reached home about 9pm (quite sad and angry.. due to their slowness.. hoho' ') then, the first thing i DId was, eat "satu/ dua sudu of "mee sua" prepared by mom, then straight i Sat infront of computer.. too great was that I'm able to talk to my brother..feeling relief.. feel so good. Can see his "well-face" and so best was that he showing off his stuff to me before his plane.. ya, he explained lots of E&E to me too" After a hokkien drama ended at 11pm, then we sit back in front of the computer again. She was playing country story. .and I'm facebook-ing. Around 12.15, i preparing to go to sleep. "Ma, sleep with me tonight, okay?" I have actually requested this. She nodded her head. "feeling happy ^^ in my heart, because i got lots of things to share " then the journey of talk started.. (our conversation never stop actually once i reached home.. we talk while we doing our own staff.. even i told her about my life in kmj while i having my shower. )

Due to my throatiness, my mum finally said : let's sleep now, and try to get some drink before you sleep. It is quite late now, we still got time tomorrow right, we can still further our chat ..
She told me Xin and me are usually talkative, but Chun is lesser compare to us..
I'm having a good chance this time to really stay with my parents, Chee is currently at china, he might also enjoy the trip too..  

Good Day !

ChemRace ! MARCOVNIKOV !! Hooray.. I do not win for this game yesterday. but it is damn FUN ~ sweat a lots !! got a lots of food ! lolxx.. 10 checkpoints ! arghhh !!

if you do not join for activities, you will never get the joy and happiness.. is this statement always true..? or happiness for different people in this world are from different ways?

A Uni talk by senior .. very nice... very nervous..im one of the lucky girl.. another girl is joylcn,account girl. i talked about, a camera :: saya sangat suka ambil gambar, tapi tak tahu sangat ..hehe" and i started with nervous, "good day everyone" , told everyone, that i wish my first car would be "honda accord 2.4"
really make me to the top of the world .. it is 130% nervous ~ but very thankful to him, i learnt lots of things, where I need to improve in my confidence and communication skills.

p/s : thanks to hui wern for the piece of  KFC'snudget ..really appreciate, ,since long time i do not taste it.. around 1 year i doubt.

2/12/2010

Less than what predicted.. He and She..hais..

anyway, I knew this "there are always reasons for things to be occurred.." With your heart paste in my heart, thats always more than enough... thanks brother.

Down when knew the fact of we are the "same day girl".. but hers, as usual, still more than mine.. Shall human compares ?

Suh Xian / Hui Si lee/ Enna/ Yun Nee/ Chun/ PeiLing/ Chee/ Thayaalan/ Hui Wern Khaw/ Yee Shang Liew/ Ong Hwee Ling/ Ee Ling Beh/ Li Yee Then/ Habibah/ Zulaikha/

belated as i told
Miss Chan / Fang Chee /Sur Chong / Hui Woan ..

my birthday present from God : 4.0 sem 1 matriculation
my birthday from hui wern and yee shang : Romeo & yogurt & Zinc birthday plate ^^ nice.. thanks both you..

my birthday present from mum : a chinese tradition shirt.. ^^

p/s: sorry for myself that now only i post this up ..

Buy myself this during my first outing in Tangkak  :P

GYM

A new discovery in KMJ ! or to be more general, A new discovery in Cheng's life. Well, lets go for the topic.

Before this, I barely knew about GYM - it is something all about sport and perhaps an entertainment during leisure. In my mind, I set, when i grown up, i will use my own money to pay visit for GYM centre. sorry lah , a kapung girl will think like this during her very young age is very OKAY one.. hehe >.< Until last time after SPM exam, Daniel told me he went for GYM at JJ, Bukit tinggi almost daily !! OMG ! how expensive it is ??! okay, Daniel is a rich GUy, his way of reducing KGs always different from me ,a kampung girl.

I don't know what it named by, i just knew it is something like bicycle..[first time enter a gym room =.=] , KMJ's gym room is quite small compare to others, and i found only 1 thing useful for me, that is the cycling one, others, to be frank, i don't know how to use ! and most important is that Im a weak girl, that do not want my muscle to be strong as Ronaldo~ :P

through today incident, I understood that "Friends is always needed in our life" this is because " god create humans in different regions of the world or different races/ religions of people with each single and different knowledges. With friendship, we are able to know more and more things or able to discover the new one in our lives. As what we know, each of us would never be 100% .. or 99%, we learn a bit follow by a bit."
Do you agree with me?

not only that, Reader Digest too said : "On the journey of life, always travel with FRIENDS. "

p/s : next tuesday, the release of result of PSPM1..ah, GOD bless all..

SEM 2, Matriculation

It begins.. Sem 2 of matriculation. See, the speed of time running.. arrr,, Sem 2 will start tomorrow.. and by 2pm later i need to leave my hometown again..Once again, Leaving my parents, my lovely house, my chee, my everything at banting,, And also "bah kut teh" >.<
Unbelievable, we are going to finish matriculation by 1 more sem.. then we are going to enter U.. arrrr..MUET !! BAND ??
May god bless everyone of us having a good stater of sem 2..

ohya, I want my 45 BACK ! I'm now 50 T_T
such many shirts and trousers can't be used anymore.. due to the lard ..

p/s : hope everyone having a zero-stress life.. ^_^ smile ya =D

第二个冬天

冬天, 冬天, 有来了.. 一年有四季, 春.夏.秋.冬, 第二个冬天 = 第二个年咯..
so fast, 2 ge wants to hide at London again for Christmas.. This is the first year he celebrates Xmas with Aunty Judy bah.. but this would be the second time he pays visit to Aunt Judy^^ so proud... so envy, actually.. wish i can go there one day..But, when parents and relatives preparing themselves to travel to Korea next week. They are so busying about the weather.. Winter mah, sure malaysians not that tahan especially for temperature below 0.. or temperature that is negative.

WInter..Winter !! Will Winter be longer lasting and perfect forever in Cheng's mind?

Aunt Judy around her garden.. 

SEM 1, Matriculation

Matric's half year [first semester] ,, just like that,, ended.. What i Can bestly described is that matric is "something" that is fluctuated up and down.. everything, include health problems, study situations, changing of climate, changing of mental and so on..
" Sometimes, I feel quite hard to pass out my faeces ; but Sometimesi feel it is so smooth to pass it out without drinking lots of water in the early morning..
 Sometimes, there is no any pimples on my face ; but Sometimes i can feel the dot dot dots over my faces. damn lots..
 Sometimes, I feel very headache while solving the tutorials questions, but Sometime si feel that it is just a piece of cake.
 Sometimes, the RO water machine like hell !! but Sometimes, it is just a heaven.
 Sometimes, there is nobody jog in the early 7am.. but Sometimes, there are couples of people here and there,  any corner of kmj..
 Sometimes, the weather is so good, my raining day every day, Sometimes, it is just like we are living at gurun sahara.. >.<
 Sometimes, the mak cik cafe was so good, with only RM1.30, i can have my lunch, but Sometimes, it is RM 3.50 !!
....[lots and lots of sometimes.. ] "

"when im alone,da tears will never end.. "so sad that i knew she having a hard time in UM now.. her 2nd chicken pox make her quite suffer.. as she missed up her 2 final papers, that influenced her final result.. her dreams undergoes some shaking.. Will medic still be her final choice ? Wish her, can still success with flying colours.. frankly, I wish and hope, with her strong determination now, can let her have a happy and satisfy ending..

yaay, no more DINAMIKA .. and no more computer lab.. next sem, we will study moral and ko-k .. so thankful that im not in the marching group ^^
ohya, about matric, i mean monday-friday, it is more about rushing.. you rush to kuliah from tutorial class, then you rush to cafe from tutorial class or kuliah, then perhaps you will rush to toilet too, before your class started.. It is all about RUSH-ing !! you will notice that it is important that you have a nice shoe, that will allow you walk faster, swiftly , and more quickly..

2nd 80 !!

don't misunderstand.. and observe it clearly.. it is not the same with the first post "80!" This was my grandmum's 80th birthday..[father's side] even both party was held at the same restaurant, but the food and the through out event was totally different.. here we sang birthday song together, we having a small part of kissing her.. for waipo there, we keep snap-ing , photo-ing.. 

so honor that this year, I'm able to attend these 2 "80".. It's fun, enjoy.. and most important, I appreciate .. and I think i can understand little bit about the pathway they took until this 80 years old.. there are differences between years ago and years now.. but still , people will facing problems arranged by god. They have success at the end, by this years. although there are regrets..  

wish grandmum and ahma can stay longer with happiness stick around them every moments and seconds.. =D

ResPECt

Recently, I always learn about "respectful"
from the incident of waipo and "her' tasks" , from mummy's help on my corn, enna's grandmum' passed away.. and so on..
Seem, i growed up a little more recently.. In my heart, I always ask and tell myself, I need to take care of my parents, grandparents, even brothers .. hmm, perhaps it is not the time yet for me to "take care", but at least accompany them, hear to them nicely, and other "small things"..
We Need TO !! ya, we can always hear this : "before it is too late, please respect and take care of your parents and older or eldest people around you.."

so touch everytime I back home.. i can feel the warmth of my parents towards me, and also brothers and chee's caring.. even chee' parents .. because i will get the chances to eat a lots during his family' dinner..  ohya, waipo too ^^

raya 2010

Selamat hari raya.. lalalalalala ~ to enna and all my malays friends and teachers~
I had my raya holidays this year with dearest family & relatives.. this was my first time too went for a trip with chee.. ^^ our first time outgoing. Ancasa Hotel, batu 8 1/2, PortDickson, Malaysia.. this also be the first time xin do not join us after the 3 consercutive years of "Christmas-PD trip".. yala, he so busy attending tuition classes that bored him very much.. :P
Got huini, wei seng, lan lan and our family.. hmm, around 30 people stick together in a apartment..

I float a lots this time^^ quite satisfy.. firstly i thought i need at least 1 hour time to learn again the skill.. but so fortunately, i can float so easily after first and second trials. yay ^^ im succesfully to let dad ,chee and lan lan float too, perhaps this sea water is too salty le bah >.< we went for the "banana ship" also. Rm80 with 11 persons.. lolxx
for the night time, I enjoyed the boring time by watching "Can't buy me Love-episode 8."  as everyone was paying fully attentions to the what what movie.. hehe.. Has lesser interacts with huini them this time. She sleep lots.. I used more to huisi and hoong them.. ya, most with chee~

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I cried loudly.. no la, not a child' cry. but it was a 17 years old girl's crying... the corn on my leg was serious.. My mum tried to remove and cut it ..its pain T_T I can feel the pain in my leg. but, They feel more pain in they heart.. I knew all of you very concern about me.. thanks.. I'm so sorry to make you all cry in your heart.. come on, i wish i can get recover faster.. but, seem it takes time.. perhaps half year.

mi su mi su..

I miss u..
I misss u..

yesterday while I was revising about "Circular Motion" [chap 6 of physics, sem 1 -matriculation ], suddenly i recall back that I have ever try on "eye of malaysia" .. i remembered my ugly photos.. then i remember I have copy the same pose of you.. ya, this happened some years ago, it was chinese new year, don't know which year ler.. the year we gathered at malacca, 2 gu' house.

It is more often and often that all about you (my memory of you) will flits over my mind either im studying or even take shower..
I miss you, .. long time do not talk to you ler, how come this thing would happen ? How come a brother and a sister had lost contact for such a long period.. ??
my eyes turn red everytime i missing /thinking  you.. hmm, im not cry actually.. just fluiding.. [what word is this?]

sorry, chee.. because i always mentioned it in front of you. . . sorry if it hurts you 'dengan secara tidak langsungnya' ..

Jia you ya, 1 Sept 2010.. the day U enter U ler..right?   grat ^^ Finally your time to get into U become a reality.. Of course you will, you are a so smart boy hor..^^
grat again, kor.. as 31August be the last day for you to having a 2 months time of torturing..i meant your nonsense meals!! BUT, Life is full of crueling~ so we need to endure and attempt it before we can reach an area of happiness..

Engineering, you job! when? 2015? will it be?

4th month in KMJ

It is now August, ya today = 25/8/2010. few days more to independent's day..
thats not that important, but still significant.. 31/8/2010 is very important for me and others, perhaps, as i bring me one more day of holiday that free from kuliah, tutorials and amali ! ^^ i can rest , hear to musics, but still need to complete those loads.. Graph and Functions + Limits and Continuity .. [don't talk about Differentiations and Integration first okay ??..]

23/8/2010 - 4pm , result of UPS 2010/2011 being released. I do not go to HEP that time.. I know everyone is worried about their own result.. so there might be crouded.
Li Yee checked for me. .. all A , Bi - C .. hmm not bad ? but im still blur how come my physics can score A ? after i checked with mizza's answer from her lecturer, Im sure I did Wrong 2 questions that can fly me about 8-10 marks..
hais...4.0 ,, make me more nervous, PSPM is coming, less than 2 months ! and MUET ~~ T_T

I checked myself on the second day. I'm kepo, i checked also "HER" result.. because "I dislike CHEAP person " .. Rubbish, GET AWAY !!!! (by, Nur Hafiza) [sorry being so rude>.<] but, really, I hate her attitudes. I cant stand with her ways of doing. I'm actually cant comment so much on others, but .. there is always an excuse right ??

i need to calm down.. dont ever let them to disturb our mind .. ^^ SMILE .
+ U +U, piggy ~

80 !!

anything.. 

but, there are how many 80 in our life ? 

there is only one 80 years old that a human can be.. and not all of us in this universe can reach this years of 80.. but, my Grandmums did.. today was my waipo' 80 years celebration.. ^_^ almost all her children and grandchildren are here.. we gather at banting' restaurant. It's lunch, started at 2pm. and we had a pray at 7am at tua gu house.. a Big square Secret Recipe' tiramisu cake with her photo as the cake's background. .. 

Twilight - ECLIPSE

yay, I watched it ~
after a long time do not visit to cinema {around 2 ++ months..lol..}.. feeling warm and cool .. :P
accompanied by parents and Chee..

we shopped a lots.. Spent a lots..

ohya, MY new spec, is "goggles"..white + pinky red.. A new style for me.

 1 more ! a Yam mooncake ^@^

KAKOM Ke-10 2010

 8 of us, and me the photographer *_*

 with my good good lecturer, Miss Low ^^

 our free glove and hat ~

 our free shirt ~

hui ling, sur chong, me, hui wern,  yee shang, serene, pei huan, yong yee

"is there any free lunch in this world ?"
but a quote sound like this "there is no free lunch in this world."

haha..mencabar .. perhaps sometime it is, but is that we need to pay back what we get with free of charge? so excited now,.. KAKOM, i can imagine that, will be a very big event among matriculations students. So good the feeling that im one of them.. especially when our college be the tuan rumah.. hehe..^^

many bus are arrived.. saw different people.. with their own coloured shirt and tracks.. there are 14 colleges included KMJ.. wah.. so lots of people are waiting for this year's opening ceremony.. everyone are looking at our performance later.. hehe. :P

Kolej Matrikulasi Johor, Tangkak, Johor, Malaysia

 my first baju kurung in my 17 years old life ^^ it belongs to me...

 my dirty room.. bluer :P

  my dearest mate, Hui Wern. Penang Girl ~

 KMJ's logo

 think first, observe it clearly.. " Is the camera at 45 degree or the tree.. ? or me ?"

Don't get it wrong wor.. ^^

oops.. i have not change my current location to "Tangkak" yet in my facebook.. since it was already 2 months plus plus days i stayed here, ya, i meant Blok Khawarizmi, F2 . 6. hmm, no choice la, now only I believe what chun said last time : "every moment are significant when you go for matriculation programme." so, I got no time to access FACEBOOK !! another reason is, I don't have a broadband.. so if want to on fb, we need to wait until the office hours ended, then only can use.. somemore, the wifi@student is so "p00r" ~

As time is always not enough, I never been outing before.. I'm actually still blur about "Tangkak" this small small town.. but I knew that Mcd, Cinema, Jaya Jusco, or any other shopping complex (econsave could be ?) have not appear yet in Tangkak. Unluckily, I have visited to the clinic here twice, nothing can i comment about it, but just "their store is such limited ~!"

The first week, as usual orientation week..damn tired, all eyes are dark and panda.. NOt enough SLEEP !! argh.. somemore the troublesome baju kurung..hard to walk,hard to sit.. haha, but i dah biasa with the baju kurung now.. quite expert to wear it liao.. so good that KMJ are surrounded by Gunung Ledang.. so cool and cold.. The air, i like it so so much.. quite fresh especially early in the morning. The mist hanging halfway at the Gunung ledang.. hehe, I took lots of photos on it.. why har? it is hard for me to see "moon and star" at KMJ's sky wor..

Don't worry, I know quite a lots of new friends here.. ohya, and also some good lecturer such as Fang Chee, a young and "new" Chemistry lecturer.. She is quite close/good to me because i like to kacau her among all the chinese lecturers.. I'm not bully her tau, don't misunderstand.. just I always drop her some extra works or problems.. hehe.. thank you so much, miss low for your help.. [chicken rice + double A' box + cellophane tape + a box of book + my lunchss.. ] Another two lecturers, ya chinese Physics-lecturer, Miss Leong & Miss Chong.. Miss Chong Yoke Lai, the head of Physics Unit, an experienced lecturer that sat beside a attractive and active lecturer, Miss Leong May Sun. Just because she is so attractive, so many people being scold by her everytime we met her up just for the same physics questions.. Can you imagine, will the lecturer become more and more "emo" after she repeat the same sentences+words+equations for such such many times, something like 10 or above.. the problem is, almost every physics chinese' students like to find her separately.. thats why she, become more angry and angry.. haha... calm down..miss leong.
 [alamak, it is not good for me to comment behind them..]

Sur Chong, one of my good primary 6 friends.. so coincidence, we meet again..ya, we become 'a couple' here, because we always stay together.. not actually, but just went for lunch, dinner, jog and any other programmes. Yong Qi + Kee Lian + Qiu Xiang + Lee Lian + Pei Hong + Siok Yen are my banting' friends who being selected for KMJ. however, due to some reasons, Siok Yen decided and left KMJ. 7 of us left. 2 physics, 2 account, 3 hayat.

My class = F 2 (second kuliah of fizik) P 16 (tutorial 16).. only me a chinese student in tutorial class.. our kuliah got 9 chinese; 5 chinese boy; 4 chinese girl; [2 NG- me and thien sung; ee ling; li yee, sau ying, quan and his besty, and 2 LAI..] only both us, the Ng are the only one chinese in each tutorial class..

Serene Ang, Hui Wern (my close roomate), Yee Shang, Hwee Ling, Pei Huan (ketua blok F), Yong Yi, Ee Ling and .. All of us joined Tarian Formasi for open ceremony of KAKOM Ke-10. (Karnival Kokurikulum Matrikulasi) thanks miss leong for the advises. It is really a true and wise choice that I make. It is so proud to be one of them and one of the 'small particle' in this event.. we, the Ahli formasi of non-sukarelawan having the happiest day in KMJ.. [21-25july].. being given 5 free meals.. and just lepak at room (their dirty room =.=) no need wake up early in the morning for aerobik.. Free food, cloth, shoe, hat.. and somemore la.. pity those sukarelawan, need to stay until 28 july then only can back home..

Hayat BIG BIG gangs = venice, steacy, annabella, yi qin, .... + shing jie
Hamizzah (gendut) and Fatin - my roomate in F2.6..still okay lor with them.. one BP one JB.

time passed so fast, 10 weeks Im here at kmj, quiz+assignment + UPS.. haiya, seem not so good in handle these things leh.. How to get 4.0 actually? oh ya.. one more .. is MUET .. seem easy right? Perhaps it is..but so far, it is not..

yay, going to back home.. I'm waiting for you.. 25 july 2010.. I want eat durian, Bah kut Teh, mcd' burgers banting' chicken rice, mummy' home-cook food like "ang-jiu chicken" and many more..
I want watch Eclipse..
and you, my dear.. + family + relatives..

ouhh, hopefully 30th july would be a great day for her, and all of us who attend..

没有你的存在

没有你的存在,
年初一会怎样?

没有你的存在,
炮声依然响亮吗?

没有你的存在,
我们不再是一家团聚.

没有你的存在,
我们都沉默了..

但,
爱,一直存在..

希望你都过得好好的...

Mother' s Day 2010

9/5/2010 , ya , it is.. I mean this day is 2010' s Mothers Day.
I had my breakfast with Chee ..
I had my lunch with family at Yong Kee Bah Kut Teh ..
I had my dinner with Chee's family [with her 2gu along] with her dad's 'Beer Duck' ..

"tian xia de ma ma dou shi yi yang de.."

10/5/2010, I must attach myself to Kolej Matrikulasi Johor, a college at Tangkak, Johor.
primary ended some years ago.. Secondary ended on last year,2009. Pre-U is coming..

Luck, the best for all~

1 month of Lov3

our love.. so far, last for one month time..
I mean, time passed for one whole month..

11 times , we "ed" ~

follow him to inti, nilai collage, with his father accompany. His father, hmm .. still okay ~ but he was too busy with his handphone.. I can't imagine how much for his one month's phone payment.
Yuan Lai, it is not so good to show " love " in front of others, especially our parents >.<

Time goes so fast, tomorrow chun is coming home again, finish his first year at USM ^_^
As Time goes so fast, Im going to Kolej Matrikulasi Johor, Tangkak soon .. it is on 10 May 2010.. YAY ^^ I being selected for matriculation ~ How about JPA ??

Oversea ..

my brother is studying oversea, at Germany..
I hope I can study oversea in future..
Someone wants the samething...
Even someone deny to study oversea..
But, someone do not want study oversea..
Because someone who wish to study oversea,
being hold on by someone who reject studying oversea..

Oversea.. Study Oversea.. Study Oversea to persue Dream A Reality.. Why Not ?!
Study at London City was our dreams in those days...
London, England, United Kingdom is always our hopes..
So sad that I just could know her reasons for not going  JPA's interview after I done with my interview..

Parents,
Some parents agree,
Some parents disagree,
Why?

Someone just prepare themselves for that interview..
Someone try their very best to prepare themselves for it..
Someone very very main-main and tak prepare for the interview..
Someone wish to go for the interview and try their very best to perform..
But, someone being inhibit by others not to go for it due to some reasons..

First In my life +_X

3 - 5pm , WindMill Restaurant, Jaya Jusco, Bukit Tinggi, Selangor, Malaysia. [after raining] - 
the place he tells me "How, If i say I love You" .... "Would you like to be my gf ? " [if I'm not getting wrong in translation ^^] 
seriously, both us are trembling that time.. He felt hard to confess, I felt shy while hear to that.. XD 
"okay, let us try" I said.
"This will be my first love" I added.
We are shy that time actually.. Our first time mah..

First time, I said "Yes" to Love,
First time, I being told love by Him,
First time, I being so shy in front of Him,
First time, I successfully agree to be in love,
First time, I successfully selected for JPA' interview,
First time, I hear to "waiting for you" for such many times.. ^^
First time, I am so happy with these.. I'm really happy and proud of us .. :P

27/3/2010

ya, her birthday..Quite sorry that i could not give her a dearest' hug~
I just could sent her a simple message in the morning while sent her a birthday song via yahoo mail at night...

27th March 2010 - I being awarded some certs and plates .. Physics + Chemistry + Biology + Kesusasteraan Cina + pengawas cemerlang + pelajar cemerlang SPM 2009 .. enough ??
Very thank you to Anizah Ahmad + [physics related teacher] for the RM30 ~

took some memorable photos as it was our last chance being there..>.< FAIL to take photo on him again ! zzz... I mean YEOH XU YANG !!!
Ate lunch at MCd, banting for 2 ++ hours.. I drink 1 cup of coke ^^

28 March, a nice day.. "How to Train A dRAgon" - Nice ~
29 March, would be it a nice day also ? hopefully.. PKPK ~

SPM Result REleASED ~

my result :
6 A+ = BI, SEJARAH, MATH, ADD MATH, PHYSICS, And CHEMISTRY ^^
4 A   = BM, MORAL, BIO, SASTERA CINA ~
1 B   = ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY =.=''

* GCE-O = 2A ^^ !! yay ~ UNBELIEVABLE..
hmm mm mm , I am satisfy with it.. and I'm happy with it.. I'm proud with my brothers ^^ Thanks much, kors kors .. yeppy ^^ yeppy^^ I targetted I shall get at least 3 Bs.. thank you everyone ^^

ENNA - Straight 11 As !!
CHEE - 7 As,  5 Bs..

that feeling was special... I felt it again, and this was second times.. the first time was when I taking my driving test..  " I'm sure I can pass it well !! " .. this are the feelings..
or we say 自信..

GOOD LUCK for the next generations ^^ +U !!
thanks that I'm so lucky ~.~

BKS 1743

MODENAS - ELEGAN - BKS 1743 [08.03.10, 6.30pm, monday]
^_^ my mum get it during my 17's birthday ^^ exactly the date, 02.12.2009 ^^

cny 2010

Car License

yay !!! Finally i got it ~ I passed my driving test yesterday, 28.01.2010 ^^
Am I TOO lucky ? Or I really can do ? thank god, ^^ Rm650 ~ hehe..
[unlucky thing was -- I be in the second batch, wait for such long time -.- ' ' make me nervous for almost half day >.<] My number - 34 ~

I met lots of people that i know [friends, maybe] haha, for sure the first one was him - Ang  Wei Shern. I can't believe that i can meet him for this driving lessons + driving test. He very 'Yong Shui' , haha ^^ He told me that. XD.. He is my co-worker in Restaurant Sin Tian Kee.. He is a helpful guys, though. He likes to kid ~ ^^

hais, ying ying ~ She was my primary classmate, 4B in Choong Hua ; while Lim Siew Man [I can't even recognize her, in which I just knew her through her name.] was my primary classmate too, 1K i think..

Omg, all become leng lui liao. especially is Siew Man, She was Damn white now !! So envy with her skin colour, I become darker after this 5 days of training at Salak Tinggi =.=

一日不见,如三秋兮... (Does this chinese proverb suit for above situation? )

I met Jee Ling and Hong Kit too when ' sitting for the exam '.. Yay ~ all PASSED ~ !

Although very tired, but I will continue to chat with you..as  '' Distances pull me awake ''

抖... 抖....

抖,
今天我才发现真正的抖是什么东西...

原来, 抖是那么可怕的~ 完全不受控制！！
抖, 来的很自然, 完全不需要呼唤它!

I involved in a road accident again today ... not road accident la , should be driving accident because this incident occurred at driving park - the place we learn driving. Today, 22 Jan 2010, the third day I went to Salak Tinggi to learn driving. As usual, i drove alone. First, 'go up the hill' ; Second, parking ; Third reverse the direction. After i drove for 4 rounds, then Xiao Long, the uncle asked me to let Ying Ying, [another girl] drives. Ying Ying told me to sit beside her as Xiao Long requested. ''hais, okay lor'' i say in my heart..

Her second rounds, and second steps- parking. Omg, I don't know what had happened, maybe it was my fault. Xiao Long asked [by using his hand, show us the direction] us to wait [queue up] after the first car as all the parking slots were fulled, someone using mah.. But she did not noticed what Xiao Long has mentioned. No choice, when our car came to front, the second parking slots was free now, so our car entered the second one lor, but i noticed that the first parking slot also free liao, then i asked her to go for the first one. Then i asked : 'Do you notice that Xiao Long asked us to wait just now?'
''Wei, STOP la,'' i shouted loudly when I know that she should press the break button that time[she not even answer my question yet], But .. BUT ... she pressed the oil button... !!! oooucchhh !!! SToP !! I can't stop my screaming.... And I try to pull up the 'handbreak' , but it was fruitless, I wonder.
4 or 5 malay girls who sitting at the pondok of motorbike were running as a ghost. [I do not observe and notice how they run actually, no time allowed.] Lastly, the car stopped. But the car does not knocked to the pondok,, WE are so LuckiLY ! whats the stupid thing was, she pressed the oil button and 'clutch' since I shout 'Wei, STOP la' ... oh no...  .... ....
When we came out from the car [after being told by some jurulatih] , i found and realize that my hand keep shaking.. [so hard to describe.. ] 抖的不得了 ~　应该有３分钟吧．．　连phone都拿不稳．

平时有烧香，　今天有庇佑　？
i think should be like this,
平时有拜神，　今天死不了．．．

We are very lucky .. because the car front tyres scroll into the soil , very very deeply as she still pressed on the oil button after our car stop moving.

Hais, I involved in a road accident again ...

p/s : On the same day, i have my own handphone, Nokia 5730 XpressMusic. It costs Rm870.

08.01.10 the fly to Frankfurt, Germany - WeiXin

ouhh ~ touched ~ pain... my heart was so pain.. I can't recognize his sound through phone. He made a call to me, from a very far place from here, Malaysia. 'Loves connect people from the world' Omg, sorry..

It is already one week he stayed there, he live at other place where Germany is 14200 nautical miles far from Malaysia, i think. 'Time runs so fast' I can't even catch and stop it, not only me, even Obama can't too~

我永远都是自己避风港...BE STRONG~
I found that sometimes, there is something that we can't even share with our dearest, although we try to talk to them / let them know everything about us.. But, can't, we still keep it in our heart.
So, we need to be strong !


三好：　说好话，　作好事，　存好心