Friday, June 6, 2008

<他们的部落格>THEIR's blog

我很欣赏他们的部落格 [jys, ying, kok jin, ah yang', and so on.. ][http://www.vrxueji.com/blog/lobster][http://www.vrxueji.com/blog/zeizei125] 每当我读他们的部落格时, 那种感觉特别好, 可能是他们的句字太 '美' 了吧. 那种感觉很新鲜, 似乎拥有一个快乐既满足感, 读起来时觉得轻松自在.

当读着他们的BLOG时, 让我感觉到我似乎没有几个 ''真心的朋友'' . 在我的脑海里, 想不道谁是我的朋友, 谁对我是真心的.. . 我老妈常说 "我们这家子是独立派的 " 想起来应该滿对吧... 我们3兄妹都毫无多朋友. " 聪明的人不会有多好友" [SOMEBODY SAID IT ] [ NOT MEAN MYSELF.. =.= ' ]

WAT EVER.. WITHOUT FRENS,, WE WILL NOT ABLE TO LIVE A HAPPILY LIFE ^a^

but ,, we still can be alive althought no fren with us

Saturday, May 24, 2008

24/5/08

haha.. 2day is xu yang 's birthday ..

2day is my 1st day in my life tat i started touched motor.. ^^ lolxx.. i learned how to used it 2day,, quite scary .. haha.. but a nice experience..

2day is the last day , all of us , 5 members stay happily in the house.
2moro is the 1st day, chun will leave us. he will go to penang 2 study. {matrik} jus left 4 of us.. but xin will leave us soon after receive the letter..
sad.. i dun want tis kind of days.. i hope both them can stay v me,, smile v me,, share sadness v me.. do everthings v me..

2day, i cut my hair again.. layer of it.. make it short, not new hair style.
tis times of hair cutting - i hope a new life begins.. is a better life. the better life 4 me , my bro at other places and my parents. i wish all will be ease by god.
god bless china, earthquake in 'shi chuan ' . hopes all the mother and children will be saved by god !

Friday, May 16, 2008

08's mothers & teachers DAY

last week is mothers day.. we didnt gave anything to mummy.. but my 2nd kor gav a so gud present to mum. tat was he got the jpa.. engineering , germany http://esila.jpa.gov.my/semakan_keputusan_permohonan_PILN08.php?SearchString=910929105737


tis is a such good present tat gave to a mother.. 4 a parents .. they will be very very happy if their son success in study and others.


today teachers day... ok lor.. quite fun. when i looked at the teachers play the sukaneka, they same as children and small kids.. actually there is no differences between old and young.. all living things in tis world require "happy" and "fun" include animals..


2day i gain my new song = <<为你写诗>>

' ... 为你写诗 为你静止 为你做不可能的事 为你我学会弹琴写词 为你失去理智 为你写诗 为你静止 为你做不可能的事 为你弹奏所有情歌的句子 ...'


为你做... 为你做所有的事...

但为什么我不能为了 "要飞出这小地方" 的你而放开我那紧握的双手呢?

明知你要飞出这儿, 到外地去. 去别的世界..

在你眼里,我只不过是你逗留过的其中一个世界的小人物.. 其实你不把我放在眼里..

很多人给了我很多劝告, 我想通了.. 其实 " 爱 " 是很痛苦的.. 爱来爱去..痛的还是自己, 我感觉好无聊即痛苦 .. =.= * 我要放开我那紧握的手了.. 因为我不能和你一起飞, 你要飞, 飞的起. 我也想飞, 但我却有很大的障碍, 得用很大的力量才飞的高. 放开我那紧握的双手会给我们空间,自由和快乐 !!

we really grow up le.. cuz my bro is going to left me soon.. they will go to study at outside.. not around me ler..i cant c him anytime i wan.. now.. i onli noe wat is call love.. family.. and siblings.. before tis i always argue and quarrel v them.. i really wasted all the time .. i oso grow up adie.. cuz i noe how to release my hand after last time i took it up.. hehe^^[noob english][sry][=.=]

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

why he cares me much ??

he = yu xiang. now form 1 arif. smk bb. a small, spec boy.

ok lor.. not bad.. nor good.

but., i dislike the attitude tat he cares me so much !!

he too cares bout me. i will felt not freely.. like always control by him !! i dun like tis !!

aiya.. y care me so much o ?? as me too, i cares 4 ken and sheng much too.. but b4 tis, i been hurted by sheng liao. so now i will not force my loves to ken. i jus wan be fren v them.. both them is my little bro. hopes yu xiang will free me .. lets me go happy v ken.. and take back his pen.
but he so stuborn.. "bu ken jie shou shi si"

mid year exam...=.='' 3 weeks !! zzz oh my god.. sejarah .,. until agama islam .. --=.='-'

Saturday, April 12, 2008

happy of my bros ..

aku dikurniakan 2 bros tat so powerful.. so clever,, so good..
2day both them going to hadyai thai .. and go help my aunt bring all the ppl to celebrate po shui jie at thai,.. 2day is oso the date of smk sas , their sch having the upacara penyampaian hadiah to all good student.. my both bro have it,, wei xin got pelajar terbaik spm 2007 .. wow.. so nice.. im so jealous of him,. i think i could not be like him in tis life..

2day the prof said some main point.
- wealth is not the most important 4 the parents.. but their child.. the education of their child.. although the parent pokai adie cuz spending million of money 4 their sons to oversea.. it is ok actually .. it is good..
- u hav money u still can live .. u hav no brain.. u will die..

haha,..
actually learning physic is quite difficult.. but sometimes i felt it so fun.. like balance force..it is quite suff to understand it.. but if u really noe bout it concept .. it is like ABC .. haha.. ok la i stop here today.. wanna go search 4 a song ler.. bye. ..!!@@

Friday, April 4, 2008

"爱不是要求对方, 而是由置身的付出"

"爱不是要求对方, 而是由置身的付出"
"love need ur efffort on it, not others do the something for u"

my effort :
go bio lab but jatuh tangga infront of comp room .. zzz=;=
lost my text book .. bio, est and sej ,,,
then lost again my bio note book..

both u make me effort so much..
cuz both u too cute.. and im so interested v u.. haha.. ur cuteness make me quite happy but regrets lor.. regrets... of too concerned bout u two..
"salt + vinegar " ar.. dun make me felt dissapointed v u lor.. sometimes ppl r so silly.. and foolish.. do something tat should not do.. cari pasal sendiri..
"di ken " ar.. the cuttest boy in the class. quite same characteristics v sheng .. i like.. haha.. his hair.. face.. height.. brain .. 80% equal to him.. lol ..

haiya... 爱 need a large effort.. and having so much of pain and regrets ...
爱 need my blood "pain" 4 u .. zzz==...==
now no more love.. jus cute ,, make me happy.. and smile always.. ^^

Saturday, March 15, 2008

result spm 07

.. out when 12/3/08 ..
my 1st kor.. chun = 6 1a , 3 2a (moral bio bm), 1 3b (chinese) [1119(oce-o) 3b]
my 2nd kor.. xin = 9 1a , 3 2a (moral bio chinese) [1119 (oce-o) 2a]

haiz.. ok wat tis result .. if me.. (??) dunno wat will get 1a //.. haiz.. now my form 4 subjek adie so teruk !! =.='' especially the physics..i scared the most.. cuz i langsung not understand..

now i can describe myself as [悲哀] ..
i felt myself so [悲哀] .. although not yet get the result of the ujian sedar 1.. but i noe tat it is quite bad.. i think tis is the 1st time i get a bad result.. bcoz of " 我心甘情愿" "of him"
=.=' ' '

Thursday, March 6, 2008

2day !! 7 / 03 / 2008



2day im so crazy in the school.. 2day my heart so suff and pain.. dunno y ..
actually got some feeling towards him de,, but dunno y i felt myself very suff .. having so many trouble if still corcern to him.. and i told to my fren them.. i said tis is the last day i suffering like tis.. after tis holidays i will change to be a good gal..

问世间情是何物?? 为什么万人都会陶醉在情中呢?? 而为情的伤人上千和万... 这又何苦啊 !!
我爱他.. 是我情愿的..可是我的一厢情愿换来的却是他的逃避...为什么?? 我情愿为他付出..并不是要他的回报..

爱情很矛盾.. 也很麻木.. 当我痛心,,需要到他的肩膀时, 他可离我一千两百三十里. 我狠/骂他或不需要他时, 他却出现在我面前..让我的心又在溶化了----haiz !!

爱情是你情我愿的...不是我爱你,,就可以得到你的全部..还是要两个人一起去经营的~~
BUT,, NOW FORM 4.. PHYSIC CHEMISTRY BIOLOGI AND SPM IS MOR IMPORTANT 4 ME..
I STILL WAN BE FREN V U,...WE R "一辈子的朋友" -- 家晟&温倩

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Ujian Sedar 1 Ting 4 {2moro}

daddy went to sabah 4 1 week.. yesterday jus came back...
yesterday .. kor kor get into the forest {some where in gua musang.}

haiz..tis weekend jus studied and studied.. but yesterday nite.. i had dinner v all the relatives at carey island 4 3 hours !! =.=' {waste time} [hehe'']

2moro exam lor.. when i was thinking bout form 4 life .. fuiyoo !! so 'rough' !! so difficult to control it.. too much of homework..! so unexpected 4 me.. and tis was the 1st time i started my revisions 2 days b4 the exam coming..

when i "flashback" ..and i asked a ques to my mum.. "last time, when we were children and small kids , how u trained us to study ? Forced us ? or rottan us? y we will so 'hard-working' to archieve 4 it ?" tis is a problem tat i think 4 a such long time.. and my 2nd bro oso had asked tis ques to mum b4 tis.. but now i still cant find a logical answer .. zzz =.=''

biology = sclerenchyma
physic = 2as= v^2 - u^2
chemistry = molecular formula of sodium hydroxide carbon
add math = log(1) 9 = 0
est = similarity and differences between 2 atoms
sej = tamadun mesir purba telah mencipta kertas daripada pokok papyrus
math = set A U set B = set C
moral = keadilan = tindakan dan keputusan yang saksama serta tidak berat sebelah

OI {!!} STOP (!!) =.=' [!!] WAT SUCH NOOB'S BRAIN