result spm 07

.. out when 12/3/08 ..
my 1st kor.. chun = 6 1a , 3 2a (moral bio bm), 1 3b (chinese) [1119(oce-o) 3b]
my 2nd kor.. xin = 9 1a , 3 2a (moral bio chinese) [1119 (oce-o) 2a]

haiz.. ok wat tis result .. if me.. (??) dunno wat will get 1a //.. haiz.. now my form 4 subjek adie so teruk !! =.='' especially the physics..i scared the most.. cuz i langsung not understand..

now i can describe myself as [悲哀] ..
i felt myself so [悲哀] .. although not yet get the result of the ujian sedar 1.. but i noe tat it is quite bad.. i think tis is the 1st time i get a bad result.. bcoz of " 我心甘情愿" "of him"
=.=' ' '

2day !! 7 / 03 / 2008

2day im so crazy in the school.. 2day my heart so suff and pain.. dunno y ..
actually got some feeling towards him de,, but dunno y i felt myself very suff .. having so many trouble if still corcern to him.. and i told to my fren them.. i said tis is the last day i suffering like tis.. after tis holidays i will change to be a good gal..

问世间情是何物?? 为什么万人都会陶醉在情中呢?? 而为情的伤人上千和万... 这又何苦啊 !!
我爱他.. 是我情愿的..可是我的一厢情愿换来的却是他的逃避...为什么?? 我情愿为他付出..并不是要他的回报..

爱情很矛盾.. 也很麻木.. 当我痛心,,需要到他的肩膀时, 他可离我一千两百三十里. 我狠/骂他或不需要他时, 他却出现在我面前..让我的心又在溶化了----haiz !!

爱情是你情我愿的...不是我爱你,,就可以得到你的全部..还是要两个人一起去经营的~~
BUT,, NOW FORM 4.. PHYSIC CHEMISTRY BIOLOGI AND SPM IS MOR IMPORTANT 4 ME..
I STILL WAN BE FREN V U,...WE R "一辈子的朋友" -- 家晟&温倩

Ujian Sedar 1 Ting 4 {2moro}

daddy went to sabah 4 1 week.. yesterday jus came back...
yesterday .. kor kor get into the forest {some where in gua musang.}

haiz..tis weekend jus studied and studied.. but yesterday nite.. i had dinner v all the relatives at carey island 4 3 hours !! =.=' {waste time} [hehe'']

2moro exam lor.. when i was thinking bout form 4 life .. fuiyoo !! so 'rough' !! so difficult to control it.. too much of homework..! so unexpected 4 me.. and tis was the 1st time i started my revisions 2 days b4 the exam coming..

when i "flashback" ..and i asked a ques to my mum.. "last time, when we were children and small kids , how u trained us to study ? Forced us ? or rottan us? y we will so 'hard-working' to archieve 4 it ?" tis is a problem tat i think 4 a such long time.. and my 2nd bro oso had asked tis ques to mum b4 tis.. but now i still cant find a logical answer .. zzz =.=''

biology = sclerenchyma
physic = 2as= v^2 - u^2
chemistry = molecular formula of sodium hydroxide carbon
add math = log(1) 9 = 0
est = similarity and differences between 2 atoms
sej = tamadun mesir purba telah mencipta kertas daripada pokok papyrus
math = set A U set B = set C
moral = keadilan = tindakan dan keputusan yang saksama serta tidak berat sebelah

OI {!!} STOP (!!) =.=' [!!] WAT SUCH NOOB'S BRAIN

cny'08

chinese new year 2008 quite not fun.. the day of cny , my bro stomach pain and get into hosp. haiz..all of us r so scared tat time.. 1st time of cny like tis..tis year i felt quite boring when cny.. every second i can hear the firecracks "pop & pap" sounds.. so noisy.. {cuz i scared of firecracks}
went to hadyai,thai. ok lor.. v bus .. too long time in the bus..
haiz.. only one week we pontent sekolah, the homework like gunung everast adie.. sad .. stress..
Valentine Days of 08 .. nth to do.. and nth suprise for me.. disappointed much .. especially him.. quite hurt my heart.. jus v the words "no".

08' 1st "GOOD FRIDAY" ^^

haha .. tis is my 1st wrote 4 2008... the begin of tis year was such busy .. im the bendahari of Blue House, so everyday mus very rajin one .. go kutip yuran.. zzz... but it was no worthless.. hehe..

last friday 18 jan 08 was a "lucky friday" ... morning merentas desa.. haha i get no.8 !!! last year 18 .. wow.. haha happy.. afternoon on the road to gua musang, kelantan.. bout 6 hours to there.. yeah !! c kor kor ler,,, he botak ler..

saturday at kem etnobotani there.. hari keluarga , watched them kawad kaki.. flying fox and some more.. ok lor..nice day.. 1pm we leave gua musang .. say bye to kor kor.. went cameron highlands.. i like the temperature there.. not hot and not cold.. alamak.. my leg was so pain ler... cuz i running so fast tat day.. sad...

on d way home.. i felt tat one most beauty in the world === SKY ! hehe.. really it was such beauty when u watching at it for 2 - 3hours..

2007 'z sweet and bitter *.* >~<

1/1/07 is sheng de b'day .. ^^ cny 07 is quite fun.. cuz go v kelvin and eng bee them ,, all go then so fun lor..tis year dunno y mummy and daddy so good !! always bring us go out enjoy the holidays.. genting(2x) ..sunway (2x).. china ..port dickson !! ^^ all tis trip make me happy and smile .. wow take lots of photos..

the 1st time i get no.1 in my class..my form..my school ~!! but y the end is unhappy de result ??
6a 2b is too hurt 2 me and "cheap" can use to describe myself.. tis year pmr = haiz ! nth to say .! but i will not be too sad cuz sheng oso score 6a 2b .. so perhaps we r the 2 ppl tat so unlucky in tis world of 07 !@! when recall to my mind.. tat was so surf wanna to study smart and hard to preparing 4 the pmr... but when it comes out make me cry.. i cry..and sleep 4 a whole day..

end of 07 is the starting of the leaving of my kor kor from me...i will be lonely from tis year..my 1st kor kor go NS ler..i will be much borre.. 2nd kor kor will go 4 work..haiz.. onli me in the hse..v dad and mum.. no more quarrel v kor kor ... sad..

the result make me hav a sad and bitter of year.. 2007 is sweet 4 the 1st but bitter 4 it's end..
bye .. 2 be continue..v 2008
i wan go countdown 4 sheng 's befday ler.. ^^..**

my pmr 2007 .. ..

haiz.. get onli 6a 2b.. sad.. how to say tis ?? :: "god nvr bless me ??" or "i havn't try the best 4 my pmr ??" or "im not lucky to get 8as.." or "i should not pass the pmr v 8as ??"

aiyo..enna chin eng khaisin xue hui raj all oso 8as wor.. actually im stupid..im the most noob in my family.. im stupid in tis society.. im not as clever as others.

俗语说:"WHERE U FALT..THERE U STAND UP AGAIN" .. "FAILURE IS THE HOPE OF SUCCESS" .. i noe all bout tis.. but i really sad when i know tat i get 6a 2b in my pmr..i cant accept it.. but it is mine 4ever.. cant be changed anymor.. god oso cant help me to archieve the 8as again.. pmr onli once in my life.. no twice.. no anymor times to do it..

haiz..when i think tat sheng scored 6a 2b as me .. i felt sad 4 him.. he should get 8as.. should better than all of us.. but y like tis ??!! is god joke v us ??
many of u say pmr is not important.. future is mor inportant than all ..
2moro ,2moro and future is unpredictable.
lets us 4get the sad , come out from the dark , and try the best 4 our 2moro ..

comment 4 him "MASTERMIND"

is god made chance 4 us to meet.. is fate made us be fren..
jus one word, {pheac} he had hurted my heart . and tis make an unhappy history was kept in my deep heart core..i'll not 4get tis easily..cuz tis is the most rude thing tat a fren giv to me !! a fren should giv me advice .. and make us happy or watever.. but not "" .. perhaps he was no ready to do it..
b4..we r qite good than the relationship of fren .. he say "we mus believe each other", i accept and hear to him. When my befday i noe our frenship is frens. but now we become mor bad than fren .. "once we believe each other, pls dun do something tat make me will lost-confident of u " cuz "patient will not stay in our frenship 4 a longer and forever." so..sometimes u really like 2 hurt ppl's heart.. but the worst thing is tat "u dunno my heart was hurted by u yesterday.." haiz..

"frenship will not longer and 4ever in tis world.."
"love will oso not longer and 4ever in our life.."
but..perhaps
"hate will live longer and 4ever in our memories"..

take care my fren although u r not my best best best fren..
but still wish u the best and gud luk in all ur job. and success where u r..

"U R ALWAYS THE MASTERMIND AND THE UNPREDICTABLE FREN TAT I MEET IN MY LIFE"

大长今 THE JEWEL IN THE PALACE

谁都不能教我放弃, 我是不会放弃的!
--- 大长今({DAE JEANG GUEM}) {(李英爱)}