I was chased by monkey.. Who are you? why you hate me? Are you my enemy last decade?
Your fierce teeth !! I HATE !! I'm scared T_T Don't bite me..Don't come near to me. And Why you want chase again after I show you my palm.
BTW, do you understand me? why you stop for a moment after I showed you my palm?
I don't bring any food. I just wore my jacket. Bring along my handbags.
~~~
Life is Actually easy ! When there is something that would not hurt you, why should you care so much? or in other word, why should you add a hand in people's family stuff?
In this world, there is never a 'wrong' in each and specific thing. Just think of this, in your position, and in people's position, will you and him have the same thinking ? but is it only you and him in this world ?
There are of course many kind of people in this world since there are many kind of food too in our world.
I'm just normal to my family especially my own parent and siblings.
But, all the time, I never been normal to my friends and surrounding people (seniors, juniors, lecturers, working people, some relatives). I can stay in my hostel, for most of my time, even I like to have my meals (breakfast, of course, and dinner sometimes) inside my room. Not much people can stand with what I'm doing.
They said this is lifeless. Still remember a friend from KMJ, saying that, "You wake up at 5++ am ?? Does your life still have any meanings? No friends, none of human you can talk to !"
I don't know what should I reply each time I faced these questions. I'm so sure, I do not make a wrong decision about my own lifestyle.
Something called FASHION. It related to clothes, handbags, shoes, jewelleries and so on.. which personally believe that LIFESTYLE is included within.
I wish to know, at some 100 years of tomorrow, will Sun Rise at time of today's 7pm and Set at 7am of now?
Since God created humans, trees, animals, universe and ... He make sun Rise at 7am. people wakes up in the morning. but, time changes things. People started waking up at late noon, going to sleep at late morning.
While I'm on my way with the ordinary pace, people laugh, people commenting. I'm just right to be what I having now. I live no regrets !
Go ahead with your interest, make sure you know yourself what you interest with. Not by following the crowd. Of course, you can take the same steps as others, but won't until the end. Either you fail or you discover yourself something meaningful.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Saturday, March 3, 2012
what I wish in the bottom of my heart
world is in peace,
healthy for all,
smooth in everything.
may family be the most emphasis,
may love be longer and forever,
may study be the hill,
may friends be accompany,
may tough be easy-way.
How could I have all this ?
I mean to have everything in the same portion,
but not either parts show its majority
while another parts goes into minority.
Times keep running, just if I could manage to balance all these.
4/3/2012
healthy for all,
smooth in everything.
may family be the most emphasis,
may love be longer and forever,
may study be the hill,
may friends be accompany,
may tough be easy-way.
How could I have all this ?
I mean to have everything in the same portion,
but not either parts show its majority
while another parts goes into minority.
Times keep running, just if I could manage to balance all these.
4/3/2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Why always Girls Type Longer than Boys ? ?
我想哭，我哭了。
NOT BECAUSE OF THE THEME SONG OF 1 LITRE OF TEARS，BUT IS MOSTLY MY WORRYNESS。I WONDER WHY SHOULD I CARE SO MUCH。
应该不是远距离的因素，可能是我们彼此的在乎。
明年的我，都不应该那么多管闲事。否则，有些事会变得更糟。
separate on 2 lands, means we cannot have the freedom to talk as we like. Time Zone is such a big difference. Ya, human has the choice to make it possible because we are human. We can overcome the obstacles. Yet, there are still many obstacles. Not saying you must sleep before 1159pm. but, at least you sleep only 3 or 4 times late in the midnight in a long period like 6 months. How best if you could have it done. I'm wrong, because I do not consider about the celebration is for first time you away from your hometown, friends and family. But, you are not right. Since tomorrow is a school day, and you know you have the earliest class in the morning. How can you over joy it? There are always exception, why must you join your friends if they are not right? I understand, I fully understand, because my family is such a weird one. We do not have much socialization. We sleep early. We stand on ourself most time. Even him, make games as his soul when he found no one could suit him in the lonely way. It is a CNY celebration, and yes you should go for it. Maybe I'm wrong again this time.
"my holidays is until 19 Feb 2012" , I told everyone this, and I got the same reply : "wow, it is long!!"
But... is it LONG ?
No. It is not.
I got my stuff need to settle. You just enroll yourself in your first semester. How busy could you are, sure I know. You seem very relax, which I think you should not to be. Anyway, you told me : "not to force to reach perfection". .. . .
But, why not we try? Give yourself a try okay? God will see your efforts, if you really work hard for it.
I wish not to kacau you during your weekdays. Same to my sem 2, and the rest of my study session. We are not clever indeed. We will always have to rush in our works.
之前要求的忍耐，是否让你习惯了？
I'm now free le, do waiting for your time. I'm sorry because I keep watching the dramas, and do not open my laptop that often. I do not even check my facebook that frequently. When I have shower, Im thinking how If I have missed your time, and the chance to talk with you. As I told you, ''give me your time on this weekend''.
After my check, I take a long breath. luckily.. but, I should not be luckily. Why ?
hearing to the song : "Only Human", 特别想哭。。 眼睛红红的。。
那种怕，我真的很怕。
NOT BECAUSE OF THE THEME SONG OF 1 LITRE OF TEARS，BUT IS MOSTLY MY WORRYNESS。I WONDER WHY SHOULD I CARE SO MUCH。
应该不是远距离的因素，可能是我们彼此的在乎。
明年的我，都不应该那么多管闲事。否则，有些事会变得更糟。
separate on 2 lands, means we cannot have the freedom to talk as we like. Time Zone is such a big difference. Ya, human has the choice to make it possible because we are human. We can overcome the obstacles. Yet, there are still many obstacles. Not saying you must sleep before 1159pm. but, at least you sleep only 3 or 4 times late in the midnight in a long period like 6 months. How best if you could have it done. I'm wrong, because I do not consider about the celebration is for first time you away from your hometown, friends and family. But, you are not right. Since tomorrow is a school day, and you know you have the earliest class in the morning. How can you over joy it? There are always exception, why must you join your friends if they are not right? I understand, I fully understand, because my family is such a weird one. We do not have much socialization. We sleep early. We stand on ourself most time. Even him, make games as his soul when he found no one could suit him in the lonely way. It is a CNY celebration, and yes you should go for it. Maybe I'm wrong again this time.
"my holidays is until 19 Feb 2012" , I told everyone this, and I got the same reply : "wow, it is long!!"
But... is it LONG ?
No. It is not.
I got my stuff need to settle. You just enroll yourself in your first semester. How busy could you are, sure I know. You seem very relax, which I think you should not to be. Anyway, you told me : "not to force to reach perfection". .. . .
But, why not we try? Give yourself a try okay? God will see your efforts, if you really work hard for it.
I wish not to kacau you during your weekdays. Same to my sem 2, and the rest of my study session. We are not clever indeed. We will always have to rush in our works.
之前要求的忍耐，是否让你习惯了？
I'm now free le, do waiting for your time. I'm sorry because I keep watching the dramas, and do not open my laptop that often. I do not even check my facebook that frequently. When I have shower, Im thinking how If I have missed your time, and the chance to talk with you. As I told you, ''give me your time on this weekend''.
After my check, I take a long breath. luckily.. but, I should not be luckily. Why ?
那种怕，我真的很怕。
p/s: we can handle our problem well, I believe. [^-^]
Communications in honest way can cure our problem.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Water Dragon 2012
tomorrow is Chinese New Year Eve. I love it, because my mum will prepare a lots of we-love-food. Only suits my family. Others will love their own family's cooking. But, I feel such sorry for mummy, she will be so painful tomorrow. She need to be the leader, prepare this, cook that, little here, much there, and bla bla bla. Everything we based on her. She need wake up early in the morning. She has a tiring body since 2 days ago. Once I'm home, then Chun's turn to be home, she started to prepare Nutritional diet for us. Thank you, mammy <3
I did not help much. Since friday, my main attention was on "1 Litre of Tears". And started from 2nd episod [total of 11 episods], I already have a continuous wet eye. I'm strong in my inner heart. But, I'm so touched. I'm so proud of her. At the same time, I agreed : "why it chose me?"
In this Japanese Drama, the girl, A ya, is a super duper strong Girl. She has sweet smile, nice hair style (I wish I could have once in my life). But, she is such unlucky. She being attacked by an illness, that is not able to save back by any medicine or operation by that time. There are lots of lots of phase that are so meaningful to world and people. One of them is (translated into english): IT IS A KIND OF HAPPINESS OF HAVING JUST A VERY NORMAL LIFE.
I am so proud of her braveness and her will of continue to be strong in her determination when risk come steps by steps, even in a harsh way. She try/nearly say Yes to failure, But SHE DID NOT! until the second she being announced to be death.
**A very well recommended drama, spend your time. Watch it, experience it. Gain the values from it, apply it and use it.
~ ~ ~
I'm now 21 old, from chinese aspect. wow~
my new year wish :我还要是个幸福的女孩。
regard for final exam of 1st sem 1st year in ukm, I sincerely do not do well in KL1134. 35 % only I manage to answer. I leave blanks for many questions. This is my first time. Aduih. How reality will be? What is my result ?
For my love story, I'm scare. Different time zone, create a problem for us. We cannot connect each other as we like like in the past. i scare our bonds will be alter by time. Wish this not to happen, will try my best to stay with you,which I believe myself will put the efforts on you, and also believe you will put the efforts on me. Yes, I choose to believe! I choose the positive one, how about you ?
I did not help much. Since friday, my main attention was on "1 Litre of Tears". And started from 2nd episod [total of 11 episods], I already have a continuous wet eye. I'm strong in my inner heart. But, I'm so touched. I'm so proud of her. At the same time, I agreed : "why it chose me?"
In this Japanese Drama, the girl, A ya, is a super duper strong Girl. She has sweet smile, nice hair style (I wish I could have once in my life). But, she is such unlucky. She being attacked by an illness, that is not able to save back by any medicine or operation by that time. There are lots of lots of phase that are so meaningful to world and people. One of them is (translated into english): IT IS A KIND OF HAPPINESS OF HAVING JUST A VERY NORMAL LIFE.
I am so proud of her braveness and her will of continue to be strong in her determination when risk come steps by steps, even in a harsh way. She try/nearly say Yes to failure, But SHE DID NOT! until the second she being announced to be death.
**A very well recommended drama, spend your time. Watch it, experience it. Gain the values from it, apply it and use it.
~ ~ ~
I'm now 21 old, from chinese aspect. wow~
my new year wish :我还要是个幸福的女孩。
regard for final exam of 1st sem 1st year in ukm, I sincerely do not do well in KL1134. 35 % only I manage to answer. I leave blanks for many questions. This is my first time. Aduih. How reality will be? What is my result ?
For my love story, I'm scare. Different time zone, create a problem for us. We cannot connect each other as we like like in the past. i scare our bonds will be alter by time. Wish this not to happen, will try my best to stay with you,which I believe myself will put the efforts on you, and also believe you will put the efforts on me. Yes, I choose to believe! I choose the positive one, how about you ?
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Chee's USA study trip
I am so regrets about my expressions of feeling. I know I can express it out on the spot, but I do not know why I do not take the action.
yes, I have done my promise to wai po that do not cry on the spot, KLIA. But, I'm weak. I actually cry it out at the moment I reach my room at kkm,as I know we are going to separate for at least 2 years..
A sudden change occur on us. I cried. You cried. Both us cried on the phone. But, we have to say ByeBye. What a sad.. T_T
anyway, I will let you Go. LEt you continue your higher education oversea. I love You, and so, I let you go. I know we will have a better life after that, Perhaps. IF our life become worse in the future, it doesn't a matter. We still have to face it. 爱你不是不让你走。。 hopefully we can be " Sotong " [strong XD] , and remember our hardship we faced together next time when we remind back our teenager pass time.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
2011 brings 2012
happy new year 2012.. London 2012 ^^
YAP LEONG CHEE !!!
T_T
crying is also an appreciation , why can't we cry?
last time, we always said "still long time to go..let's appreciate the moments we having now" , now : "3 days left..woah, so fast ohh.."
be tough ya =D like Shiau Shuang ~
Be strong, and be Sure of What we are doing now.. Studying, chasing our dream ~
May you come back successfully ~ be a good man, like the poem in form 4.. Be a good son.
anything, everything , ... lots of things..
Take Care Okay?
YAP LEONG CHEE !!!
T_T
crying is also an appreciation , why can't we cry?
last time, we always said "still long time to go..let's appreciate the moments we having now" , now : "3 days left..woah, so fast ohh.."
oh oh >.<
2011 brings 2012
1.1.12 brings 4.1.12
8a.m. brings 8p.m.
and
you will bring me in your heart ?be tough ya =D like Shiau Shuang ~
Be strong, and be Sure of What we are doing now.. Studying, chasing our dream ~
May you come back successfully ~ be a good man, like the poem in form 4.. Be a good son.
anything, everything , ... lots of things..
Take Care Okay?
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
18 days of 19th
age added by 1, but my thinking/rushing / way of doing still like a child.. =.='
Really found out that life is full of Ombak ! High tides low tides, here there come, here they go.
Just like today : lack of sleep due to last night meeting [ dong zhi jian tao hui (terpaksa jadi Yi Zhang due to his bsmm' kawad kaki) ] + morning FB' shock [connect need pass up today by 8am =.=] + unfinished Laporan Kewangan [zzzz''' ] + unable to have a nice and proper breakfast [fell nothing by half cup of coffee] + longest hours of study [4 hours of calculus, wasted 2 hours time by waiting and waiting (the last day of first sem being treated like this ??!!) ] + Hungry !! [12 pm baru eat something ~! ] + Unprepared German Listening Test .. + worriness about Learning Contract [ko-k's credit hours] (first sem with 0 units cleared) .... !!!!!!!
ARgGG~~ @@@@..@ @@
got 4 wrong, out of 26 .. Jia Wei still is the best, for me.. he is so Bang !
BTW
Yipee//
my HOTS being COOL by 15 mins SKYPE with my dearest Bruder ^_^ Hear his voice~ Damn lots of relief~ Muackss , I miss you <3
p/s: chee and family + uncle benz' family went to Chiang Mai for their 2011 year end trip..
Chee helps lots too =DD love you<3
thanks for brought me to 21th Century for Super Dinner ^^
Really found out that life is full of Ombak ! High tides low tides, here there come, here they go.
Just like today : lack of sleep due to last night meeting [ dong zhi jian tao hui (terpaksa jadi Yi Zhang due to his bsmm' kawad kaki) ] + morning FB' shock [connect need pass up today by 8am =.=] + unfinished Laporan Kewangan [zzzz''' ] + unable to have a nice and proper breakfast [fell nothing by half cup of coffee] + longest hours of study [4 hours of calculus, wasted 2 hours time by waiting and waiting (the last day of first sem being treated like this ??!!) ] + Hungry !! [12 pm baru eat something ~! ] + Unprepared German Listening Test .. + worriness about Learning Contract [ko-k's credit hours] (first sem with 0 units cleared) .... !!!!!!!
ARgGG~~ @@@@..@ @@
got 4 wrong, out of 26 .. Jia Wei still is the best, for me.. he is so Bang !
BTW
Yipee//
my HOTS being COOL by 15 mins SKYPE with my dearest Bruder ^_^ Hear his voice~ Damn lots of relief~ Muackss , I miss you <3
p/s: chee and family + uncle benz' family went to Chiang Mai for their 2011 year end trip..
Chee helps lots too =DD love you<3
thanks for brought me to 21th Century for Super Dinner ^^
Thursday, December 1, 2011
2nd Dec 2011
Bye 18.. I'm now 19 ^-^
lol, why should I happy as I'm 19 !!!
No more 青春18~
My last day of the year : classes, exam [Material Science,by Dr Huda =.=], milk and oat and biscuits for my dinner.. oh poor man..
Unexpected birthday songs from Chi Tan, Hui Huan, Sharon and Wan Xin at Dewan Besar KKM. Anyway, I stopped them. Also, for Guan Hao, which I do not accept the wishes before I'm 19. Thanks him for giving me a birthday present =]
thank so much for my Chee. He did a lots, really much for my Big day~ So tired of him ... rush here and there, drive in the heavy rain. and Keep taking photos of me. Spent a lot for me. The big flowers ~~ WOOT !! the 3 secret recipe cakes^^ and my birthday Board =D
Thanks mummy and pappy for the durians !! HAHAA,,enjoyed it with chee at foyer KKM.. <3
thanks yee ping and some coursemate for coming celebrate with me at dewan besar kkm. But, they come late>.< waited for an hours =/=
Poor Kajang Town. Flooded, as rain come heavily since 3pm until midnight .. Thank God as me and chee do not get stuck in it. Lots of car being covered by water half to its height ! Scary..most scary flood in Kajang for past 30 years ~ Walao,,
Got a lots of birthday wishes from friends and family. Some forgotten, Miss Low, miss Chan..
A lots , really lots compare to those year before. About 120 comments in my facebook wall~ XD
one stupid thing was, I don't know how to "xu yuan" aa..aa... I will learn again, and make a wish next year~
going to be busy, for my study.. Jia You.
Love You, Dear ♥
"chiak shi Hoke"♥ ♥ Yummy ~ 21th century Cafe~
Yap Chee / Xin Ng / Chin eng / ...
Is a Rainy day ^^
Decision Making Presentation.. fine.. luckily the Dr do not check it very deeply.
lol, why should I happy as I'm 19 !!!
No more 青春18~
My last day of the year : classes, exam [Material Science,by Dr Huda =.=], milk and oat and biscuits for my dinner.. oh poor man..
Unexpected birthday songs from Chi Tan, Hui Huan, Sharon and Wan Xin at Dewan Besar KKM. Anyway, I stopped them. Also, for Guan Hao, which I do not accept the wishes before I'm 19. Thanks him for giving me a birthday present =]
thank so much for my Chee. He did a lots, really much for my Big day~ So tired of him ... rush here and there, drive in the heavy rain. and Keep taking photos of me. Spent a lot for me. The big flowers ~~ WOOT !! the 3 secret recipe cakes^^ and my birthday Board =D
Thanks mummy and pappy for the durians !! HAHAA,,enjoyed it with chee at foyer KKM.. <3
thanks yee ping and some coursemate for coming celebrate with me at dewan besar kkm. But, they come late>.< waited for an hours =/=
Poor Kajang Town. Flooded, as rain come heavily since 3pm until midnight .. Thank God as me and chee do not get stuck in it. Lots of car being covered by water half to its height ! Scary..most scary flood in Kajang for past 30 years ~ Walao,,
Got a lots of birthday wishes from friends and family. Some forgotten, Miss Low, miss Chan..
A lots , really lots compare to those year before. About 120 comments in my facebook wall~ XD
one stupid thing was, I don't know how to "xu yuan" aa..aa... I will learn again, and make a wish next year~
going to be busy, for my study.. Jia You.
Love You, Dear ♥
"chiak shi Hoke"♥ ♥ Yummy ~ 21th century Cafe~
Yap Chee / Xin Ng / Chin eng / ...
Is a Rainy day ^^
Decision Making Presentation.. fine.. luckily the Dr do not check it very deeply.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
01/11/11
today, the first day of november for year 2011, has indicated 2 months left, to come to 2012.
ohhhh...... What is going to happen in 2 months time ? ? ?
Am i Going to score badly for my First year First semster Exam ?
Am i Going to sleep less and having improper lifestyle due to Malam Perayaan Tang Yuan ?
Am i Going to have a special day for 02/12 this year ?
Am i Going to achieve my 2011's dream of 45kg ?
Am i Going to feel sad because 2012 is coming ?
I Regretted about my attitude towards my family during my europe trip. 36 days, which I let it go without 100% appreciation. I'm now thinking of his going.. How should I make myself of 0% 'regrettation' ?
Unable to handle my study well make me have less chances to be with him. T_T
What to do..
Dislike those interrupted routine. [recently always remind myself during last week of candidate's preparation. once reached room, dropped everything on my bed. take what I need, and rush over there: bilik budaya =.= what a stupid thing this is?]
Smile..
Happiness is somehow when you win yourself by grabbing a chance to rest your mind in a hectic situation.
p/s: tomorrow is my German Test .. =) is better than =(
XD
ohhhh...... What is going to happen in 2 months time ? ? ?
Am i Going to score badly for my First year First semster Exam ?
Am i Going to sleep less and having improper lifestyle due to Malam Perayaan Tang Yuan ?
Am i Going to have a special day for 02/12 this year ?
Am i Going to achieve my 2011's dream of 45kg ?
Am i Going to feel sad because 2012 is coming ?
I Regretted about my attitude towards my family during my europe trip. 36 days, which I let it go without 100% appreciation. I'm now thinking of his going.. How should I make myself of 0% 'regrettation' ?
Unable to handle my study well make me have less chances to be with him. T_T
What to do..
Dislike those interrupted routine. [recently always remind myself during last week of candidate's preparation. once reached room, dropped everything on my bed. take what I need, and rush over there: bilik budaya =.= what a stupid thing this is?]
Smile..
Happiness is somehow when you win yourself by grabbing a chance to rest your mind in a hectic situation.
p/s: tomorrow is my German Test .. =) is better than =(
XD
