1。‘善人被人欺，蠢人被人骑。’
2。”上帝本身也不愿论断人，直到末日审判的来临，你和我又何必呢？ “
十千个十万个不愿意 看着自己的爸妈在哭泣。
22岁的我们，岂可以这样做？
一个本领大过天，一个动都不动脑筋。
听着你的声音，从坚决到放弃 - 为了的都不是你的名和誉， 要的也不是心安理得。
情愿自己走的是阴黑窄道，也想给我们留些贵畅流道。
〉在这儿，我却十么都做不了。哭泣，我只会哭泣。。
远望，看着你在那阴深的荒野里，
无能为力。
无能为力。。
那，永远是心底的痛！
11-17 Jan 2015
Saturday, January 17, 2015
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Texas Instruments Elec. M'sia
Industrial training at TIEM, thank you Dad, Mum and my uncles !
23/6/12- 10/9/14 .. months at Melaka, Cheng Ria, Taman Tasik Utama, places I used to stay.
Kelly, a pretty ukm senior. Thanks for her patience in calling me for interview. Two to three times of requesting her to change the interview time, due to my short intensive course at UKM during university holiday.
George Wong, another UKM senior. thanks a lot for his helping hands. Never forget about Julie's One Bite biscuits. Got his help before I entered TIEM. He loves red.. Monday is always red for him~
JX Tan, Yin Hui, James, Raymond ::: 5th ! ' we are young '
Chin Chai , Gan. A kind and generous section manager, I would say. A meal treated by him at secret recipe before I leave.
Yin hui, somehow like me.. Bunches of friends is not really important. One to two who really understand you, helps you, need you are more than enough ! We used to hang and spend our meals time with supervisors. A gang of 4 to 6. Ichizen, Ohan, Movida,
Carson Chow, Chan, CS Ong, Margerette, many more.. Operators, Yati, Bazura, Wi, Laini ; Technician : Fong .. SK Low.
trainee: yen ching, kingies, ong, celine, chia hwei, pei hwei , ... ..
and of course, ken.
Not too much to say about people.
JX tan, another great person to meet in life. Earth is round, never you can't reach any places. No matter how long time it takes, you will reach your home at the end.
Never get angry and regret, when you got someone to teach you by words. Questioning you and expecting you as a future engineer. But,I always get him so upset. His feedback : I'm forgetful, I'm slow enough to get things done in fast pace. I should get more excitement in first day. My own feedback: I use not much portion of my brain to think when I carry out the task. I couldn't concentrate on what people says when I'm thinking of other thing : 530pm to back home, toilets awaiting me and so on..
I hope my sincerity will get his anger reduced. I really appreciate of what he taught me during these 3 months time, of working and of life.
Yin hui, somehow like me.. Bunches of friends is not really important. One to two who really understand you, helps you, need you are more than enough ! We used to hang and spend our meals time with supervisors. A gang of 4 to 6. Ichizen, Ohan, Movida,
* she is very good in drinking :P, a very geng of ipoh leng lui friend.
One of my resolution for 2014:
intern: be active. Learn something powerful.
looking back: I'm not 100% active in every aspect, but in frank, I never let myself too much free time to sleep in the office. Something powerful... only presentation skills that I dare to praise myself as good.
Friday, March 28, 2014
4th year
Thinal said commitment.
CH said We are perfect to each other since I remembered anniversary while he remembered his birthday.
Btw, his second time that I waited for his remembrance. I acted like a kid last year.
Planned to be so this time, but he is my Sunnyboy.
Being affected maybe, I become stronger. But still I'm weak sometimes, actually cried 2 times.
I knew he is busy. But sometimes he got extra time,
for his own. I wish he cares me than what I see in his family.
P/s : seems I'm not ready to get what I wished to and at the same time to lose what I supposed not to.
知足是最大的幸福。
CH said We are perfect to each other since I remembered anniversary while he remembered his birthday.
Btw, his second time that I waited for his remembrance. I acted like a kid last year.
Planned to be so this time, but he is my Sunnyboy.
Being affected maybe, I become stronger. But still I'm weak sometimes, actually cried 2 times.
I knew he is busy. But sometimes he got extra time,
for his own. I wish he cares me than what I see in his family.
P/s : seems I'm not ready to get what I wished to and at the same time to lose what I supposed not to.
知足是最大的幸福。
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
belated post for 2/12/2013
Frankly, I have really no extra time to write immediately on my birthday.
Never forget that it rains the whole day, non-stop. This is the 3rd year consecutively raining day for 2 Dec. Felo Chin Yoong Fei once cursed that somewhere is going to flood if you celebrate your birthday on 2 Dec.
Yet, I found more and more people having the same D.O.B as me. Almost 8 persons right now.
This year, I decided to allow FB to make notifications for my friends about my birthday. 108 (if not mistaken) wished me, and of course, those closer chose to message me personally ^^
Specially ordered an cake from Mei Kee Cake House, but it was not really satisfied. Do not cut the cake with my parents, which I intended to cut with my coursemates.
But we had have 10 cakes at Secret Recipe on 30 Nov together with 3 yi, Chiu Yueh and Ting.
Never forget that it rains the whole day, non-stop. This is the 3rd year consecutively raining day for 2 Dec. Felo Chin Yoong Fei once cursed that somewhere is going to flood if you celebrate your birthday on 2 Dec.
Yet, I found more and more people having the same D.O.B as me. Almost 8 persons right now.
This year, I decided to allow FB to make notifications for my friends about my birthday. 108 (if not mistaken) wished me, and of course, those closer chose to message me personally ^^
Specially ordered an cake from Mei Kee Cake House, but it was not really satisfied. Do not cut the cake with my parents, which I intended to cut with my coursemates.
But we had have 10 cakes at Secret Recipe on 30 Nov together with 3 yi, Chiu Yueh and Ting.
to be continue Soon
Monday, December 30, 2013
Friday, October 11, 2013
被人疼，被人爱
Long time enough until this moment, I'm writing again.
After my second semester of second year, followed by dearest Bb coming back home from Buffalo for 3 months summer break, together with German Intensive Course A1, and 2 weeks holiday left before my 3rd year Uni life began. Unexpectedly to get dearest 2 Ge's 3rd return from Germany for 3 weeks time (one week of his' Penang and PaMa's China trip).
Lots of precious moment to be share with them, the very hard chances to obtain.
Long distances proved to strengthen our love, at least until now, Aug 2013. Know to appreciate each other more, even East or West. Has been too short time for being sweet sweet love, but experiences taught us to be cheerful in everyday live, with loves one deep in our heart.
Same goes to brother, love shall not be seen by cover, but the contents. Sometimes, simple life is already too good to be enjoyed, as long as spending the time together. 再远再贵，亲情无价！ the only thing we missed is 5 persons to be together. Yet, another family photo :(
Was so great and rare to have 2 more special visitors in this 2013 : Ingolf and Jasmin. Being visitors too, enjoyed our first time to KLCC, Batu Caves, Pasar Seni ( not really ideal ) , and KTM + LRT with hot hot weather. So good as they didn't missed the last day's breakfast : Roti Canai , Roti Planta at Mohideen. Glad to see they finished everything with thumbs up XD
When you get something, you are actually sacrifice another thing in order to gain those you want. Missed Fac Night this time, (6 flowers for JKEES , first to third year) . I don't regret for it, and need no excuses from anyone. Chose to spend the time with family , with him for his 22nd birthday at Malaysia. Simple lunch at 13' Bah Kut Teh with fruits cake for dinner.
I'm sorry again to show my weakness in front of them. Never ever forget that you all care for me, never. It is indeed my weakness where I need your attentions. Accompanies, love, care, are always I long for. To cry in front of you guys, because I love you guys too. From 49 days, “Tears" is the purest prove for love. Tears from heart can't never win by acting or pretending.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
4 Seniors whom I appreciate. Their love as a so called brother or a love from a friend. Ohya, They are all from Matriculations, same as me ^^ Ha, they too, all from 1990s.
1. Chin Chuin Hao, first met in KKM ( faculty's senior)
2. Wu Tuan Yuan, first met in FKAB ( EE's senior )
3. Tan Jong Pin, first known senior before enter UKM ( brother's KMPP friend)
4. Ooi Wei Chun, the only "brother" in UKM ( his name, "Wei Chun" )
Seems be fated , they came into me by turns. YB, orientation week ....> Sarawak. JP ...> all the time he could spend. Kor Kor, 2nd year ... > until own Casy. Chuin Hao, whenever he is free to get me or by luck when we met, but most the time when I requested for his help.
I'm just so lucky to know them in UKM, where the world is so large for people to be connected. Hopefully we can still be connected even though our own connection grows bigger or specifically into the part of our lives.
After my second semester of second year, followed by dearest Bb coming back home from Buffalo for 3 months summer break, together with German Intensive Course A1, and 2 weeks holiday left before my 3rd year Uni life began. Unexpectedly to get dearest 2 Ge's 3rd return from Germany for 3 weeks time (one week of his' Penang and PaMa's China trip).
Lots of precious moment to be share with them, the very hard chances to obtain.
Long distances proved to strengthen our love, at least until now, Aug 2013. Know to appreciate each other more, even East or West. Has been too short time for being sweet sweet love, but experiences taught us to be cheerful in everyday live, with loves one deep in our heart.
Same goes to brother, love shall not be seen by cover, but the contents. Sometimes, simple life is already too good to be enjoyed, as long as spending the time together. 再远再贵，亲情无价！ the only thing we missed is 5 persons to be together. Yet, another family photo :(
Was so great and rare to have 2 more special visitors in this 2013 : Ingolf and Jasmin. Being visitors too, enjoyed our first time to KLCC, Batu Caves, Pasar Seni ( not really ideal ) , and KTM + LRT with hot hot weather. So good as they didn't missed the last day's breakfast : Roti Canai , Roti Planta at Mohideen. Glad to see they finished everything with thumbs up XD
When you get something, you are actually sacrifice another thing in order to gain those you want. Missed Fac Night this time, (6 flowers for JKEES , first to third year) . I don't regret for it, and need no excuses from anyone. Chose to spend the time with family , with him for his 22nd birthday at Malaysia. Simple lunch at 13' Bah Kut Teh with fruits cake for dinner.
I'm sorry again to show my weakness in front of them. Never ever forget that you all care for me, never. It is indeed my weakness where I need your attentions. Accompanies, love, care, are always I long for. To cry in front of you guys, because I love you guys too. From 49 days, “Tears" is the purest prove for love. Tears from heart can't never win by acting or pretending.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
4 Seniors whom I appreciate. Their love as a so called brother or a love from a friend. Ohya, They are all from Matriculations, same as me ^^ Ha, they too, all from 1990s.
1. Chin Chuin Hao, first met in KKM ( faculty's senior)
2. Wu Tuan Yuan, first met in FKAB ( EE's senior )
3. Tan Jong Pin, first known senior before enter UKM ( brother's KMPP friend)
4. Ooi Wei Chun, the only "brother" in UKM ( his name, "Wei Chun" )
Seems be fated , they came into me by turns. YB, orientation week ....> Sarawak. JP ...> all the time he could spend. Kor Kor, 2nd year ... > until own Casy. Chuin Hao, whenever he is free to get me or by luck when we met, but most the time when I requested for his help.
I'm just so lucky to know them in UKM, where the world is so large for people to be connected. Hopefully we can still be connected even though our own connection grows bigger or specifically into the part of our lives.
Thursday, July 25, 2013
一个人在哭
I watched " THE IMPOSSIBLE" at my laptop last night, began at 930pm and ended at 1145pm.
throughout the movie, I crying. Is a movie about tsunami and family broken and then family reunion.
these phrases appeared :
" I'm don't know, I'm scared ! "
" I love you, I love you very much."
" the thing I feared the most is when I opened my eyes, I saw none of you ( family members ). I realized Im alone, and I am so scared. " - said by a father to a son of 6 years old
this is the second one ( after " 1 litre of tears " ) which was so touching to me, and makes me cry and cry. The values worth my crying.
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I cried twice today. Is all about him, my bf.
He used to hang out ( gym or lim teh) with gangs. I was used to this and just fine with it ( 1 and 1/2 years ago ). But I couldn't calm myself down recently, especially these 2 weeks time, when I knew he was with them again.
I must hate his 'memory-less'. this is the main cause that cause him to make me angry (perhaps/sometimes) or the main cause that make me to start quarrel with him.
肯本就很期待一年半后的相聚，可为何还会以恶眼相待呢？
发现自己真的在乎你，而也太霸道的想要霸占你， 才觉得是你变了。。
throughout the movie, I crying. Is a movie about tsunami and family broken and then family reunion.
these phrases appeared :
" I'm don't know, I'm scared ! "
" I love you, I love you very much."
" the thing I feared the most is when I opened my eyes, I saw none of you ( family members ). I realized Im alone, and I am so scared. " - said by a father to a son of 6 years old
this is the second one ( after " 1 litre of tears " ) which was so touching to me, and makes me cry and cry. The values worth my crying.
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I cried twice today. Is all about him, my bf.
He used to hang out ( gym or lim teh) with gangs. I was used to this and just fine with it ( 1 and 1/2 years ago ). But I couldn't calm myself down recently, especially these 2 weeks time, when I knew he was with them again.
I must hate his 'memory-less'. this is the main cause that cause him to make me angry (perhaps/sometimes) or the main cause that make me to start quarrel with him.
肯本就很期待一年半后的相聚，可为何还会以恶眼相待呢？
发现自己真的在乎你，而也太霸道的想要霸占你， 才觉得是你变了。。
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
1 May 2013
Labour DAY !!
just attempted to go for broga hiking early in the morning, 5am. We are late though. There was too crowded.... oh my god, Chosen a wrong date.
Coursemates sacrificing their sleeping time, to join my event : broga hill.
I dont really sleep well too. Get into the bed at 1015pm, and woke up by phone ring at 150am. After some arrangements, go back to sleep at 230am. But manage to sleep well only for half an hour before 430am.
Another surprising thing : Miss Low came ukm ^^ fetched us out , at Metro Point. We talked from 12 to 4pm ~ What a nice chat..
the quote today : ''Miss Low get slimmer ; Tong Tong get prettier ( long hair) and I actually get fatter and chubbier "
oshhh.. ouchhh.. Why I feel like want to eat always ? the eagerness to eat is so strong !
p/s : I must learn, how to protect Girls Friends more.. Not saying protect, but being together with her more and more. At least the accompany.
05.5.2013, 04 days more, our GE13 !
15.5.2013, 14 days more, our "love again"
just attempted to go for broga hiking early in the morning, 5am. We are late though. There was too crowded.... oh my god, Chosen a wrong date.
Coursemates sacrificing their sleeping time, to join my event : broga hill.
I dont really sleep well too. Get into the bed at 1015pm, and woke up by phone ring at 150am. After some arrangements, go back to sleep at 230am. But manage to sleep well only for half an hour before 430am.
Another surprising thing : Miss Low came ukm ^^ fetched us out , at Metro Point. We talked from 12 to 4pm ~ What a nice chat..
the quote today : ''Miss Low get slimmer ; Tong Tong get prettier ( long hair) and I actually get fatter and chubbier "
oshhh.. ouchhh.. Why I feel like want to eat always ? the eagerness to eat is so strong !
p/s : I must learn, how to protect Girls Friends more.. Not saying protect, but being together with her more and more. At least the accompany.
05.5.2013, 04 days more, our GE13 !
15.5.2013, 14 days more, our "love again"
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Emotional, FADE AWAY !
A sudden of serious CRYs ;
A sudden of big LAUGH ;
this is so called emotional.
After CNY, (another year without Xin, and the first time without Chee) then the new semester (2nd sem of 2nd year started). The weird thing was, this semester is not running anymore. Instead, " Chasing ". Weeks upcoming keep chasing weeks before. ( and now it is the 7th week, which sem break starts after the 7th week !! )
wow.. Supposedly I should be very happy due to the running time. But, in the reverse, I cried a lots, and has been wasting more time showing to public (fb =.=) that I actually miss him so so so much.
PAP-19 唐人街 was so fun ! perhaps it is mainly due to I got many gifts from MYFM ~ LOL .. It was my first experience whereby I cheers and competing with others in a crowd for answering questions in order to get the gift. HuuHH !! Thats hot and sweating ~ But, Sehr Schoen ^^
@ thank you to Kwang Yih, the always 'photographer'. He sweats more than any of us. And because of him, we could spend the 铜板 without any conscious think.
Took what we like, Eat what we want, As long As the 铜板 is still in our hand.
April is coming, next month will be better , no more tears , no more big laugh. Business chasing with the running time. Time to look back at my "own schedule" - repairing what the lacking.
Countdown for another 43 days :)
A sudden of big LAUGH ;
this is so called emotional.
After CNY, (another year without Xin, and the first time without Chee) then the new semester (2nd sem of 2nd year started). The weird thing was, this semester is not running anymore. Instead, " Chasing ". Weeks upcoming keep chasing weeks before. ( and now it is the 7th week, which sem break starts after the 7th week !! )
wow.. Supposedly I should be very happy due to the running time. But, in the reverse, I cried a lots, and has been wasting more time showing to public (fb =.=) that I actually miss him so so so much.
PAP-19 唐人街 was so fun ! perhaps it is mainly due to I got many gifts from MYFM ~ LOL .. It was my first experience whereby I cheers and competing with others in a crowd for answering questions in order to get the gift. HuuHH !! Thats hot and sweating ~ But, Sehr Schoen ^^
@ thank you to Kwang Yih, the always 'photographer'. He sweats more than any of us. And because of him, we could spend the 铜板 without any conscious think.
Took what we like, Eat what we want, As long As the 铜板 is still in our hand.
April is coming, next month will be better , no more tears , no more big laugh. Business chasing with the running time. Time to look back at my "own schedule" - repairing what the lacking.
Countdown for another 43 days :)
p/s : Yen Ling's father passed away, caused her another serious sadness. A real experience, She taught me not to be too late to appreciate your love ones. And, life is unpredictable. Just like NEver judge a book by its cover, we should never judge a life by its nature too.
