ResPECt

Recently, I always learn about "respectful"
from the incident of waipo and "her' tasks" , from mummy's help on my corn, enna's grandmum' passed away.. and so on..
Seem, i growed up a little more recently.. In my heart, I always ask and tell myself, I need to take care of my parents, grandparents, even brothers .. hmm, perhaps it is not the time yet for me to "take care", but at least accompany them, hear to them nicely, and other "small things"..
We Need TO !! ya, we can always hear this : "before it is too late, please respect and take care of your parents and older or eldest people around you.."

so touch everytime I back home.. i can feel the warmth of my parents towards me, and also brothers and chee's caring.. even chee' parents .. because i will get the chances to eat a lots during his family' dinner..  ohya, waipo too ^^

raya 2010

Selamat hari raya.. lalalalalala ~ to enna and all my malays friends and teachers~
I had my raya holidays this year with dearest family & relatives.. this was my first time too went for a trip with chee.. ^^ our first time outgoing. Ancasa Hotel, batu 8 1/2, PortDickson, Malaysia.. this also be the first time xin do not join us after the 3 consercutive years of "Christmas-PD trip".. yala, he so busy attending tuition classes that bored him very much.. :P
Got huini, wei seng, lan lan and our family.. hmm, around 30 people stick together in a apartment..

I float a lots this time^^ quite satisfy.. firstly i thought i need at least 1 hour time to learn again the skill.. but so fortunately, i can float so easily after first and second trials. yay ^^ im succesfully to let dad ,chee and lan lan float too, perhaps this sea water is too salty le bah >.< we went for the "banana ship" also. Rm80 with 11 persons.. lolxx
for the night time, I enjoyed the boring time by watching "Can't buy me Love-episode 8."  as everyone was paying fully attentions to the what what movie.. hehe.. Has lesser interacts with huini them this time. She sleep lots.. I used more to huisi and hoong them.. ya, most with chee~

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I cried loudly.. no la, not a child' cry. but it was a 17 years old girl's crying... the corn on my leg was serious.. My mum tried to remove and cut it ..its pain T_T I can feel the pain in my leg. but, They feel more pain in they heart.. I knew all of you very concern about me.. thanks.. I'm so sorry to make you all cry in your heart.. come on, i wish i can get recover faster.. but, seem it takes time.. perhaps half year.

mi su mi su..

I miss u..
I misss u..

yesterday while I was revising about "Circular Motion" [chap 6 of physics, sem 1 -matriculation ], suddenly i recall back that I have ever try on "eye of malaysia" .. i remembered my ugly photos.. then i remember I have copy the same pose of you.. ya, this happened some years ago, it was chinese new year, don't know which year ler.. the year we gathered at malacca, 2 gu' house.

It is more often and often that all about you (my memory of you) will flits over my mind either im studying or even take shower..
I miss you, .. long time do not talk to you ler, how come this thing would happen ? How come a brother and a sister had lost contact for such a long period.. ??
my eyes turn red everytime i missing /thinking  you.. hmm, im not cry actually.. just fluiding.. [what word is this?]

sorry, chee.. because i always mentioned it in front of you. . . sorry if it hurts you 'dengan secara tidak langsungnya' ..

Jia you ya, 1 Sept 2010.. the day U enter U ler..right?   grat ^^ Finally your time to get into U become a reality.. Of course you will, you are a so smart boy hor..^^
grat again, kor.. as 31August be the last day for you to having a 2 months time of torturing..i meant your nonsense meals!! BUT, Life is full of crueling~ so we need to endure and attempt it before we can reach an area of happiness..

Engineering, you job! when? 2015? will it be?

4th month in KMJ

It is now August, ya today = 25/8/2010. few days more to independent's day..
thats not that important, but still significant.. 31/8/2010 is very important for me and others, perhaps, as i bring me one more day of holiday that free from kuliah, tutorials and amali ! ^^ i can rest , hear to musics, but still need to complete those loads.. Graph and Functions + Limits and Continuity .. [don't talk about Differentiations and Integration first okay ??..]

23/8/2010 - 4pm , result of UPS 2010/2011 being released. I do not go to HEP that time.. I know everyone is worried about their own result.. so there might be crouded.
Li Yee checked for me. .. all A , Bi - C .. hmm not bad ? but im still blur how come my physics can score A ? after i checked with mizza's answer from her lecturer, Im sure I did Wrong 2 questions that can fly me about 8-10 marks..
hais...4.0 ,, make me more nervous, PSPM is coming, less than 2 months ! and MUET ~~ T_T

I checked myself on the second day. I'm kepo, i checked also "HER" result.. because "I dislike CHEAP person " .. Rubbish, GET AWAY !!!! (by, Nur Hafiza) [sorry being so rude>.<] but, really, I hate her attitudes. I cant stand with her ways of doing. I'm actually cant comment so much on others, but .. there is always an excuse right ??

i need to calm down.. dont ever let them to disturb our mind .. ^^ SMILE .
+ U +U, piggy ~

80 !!

anything.. 

but, there are how many 80 in our life ? 

there is only one 80 years old that a human can be.. and not all of us in this universe can reach this years of 80.. but, my Grandmums did.. today was my waipo' 80 years celebration.. ^_^ almost all her children and grandchildren are here.. we gather at banting' restaurant. It's lunch, started at 2pm. and we had a pray at 7am at tua gu house.. a Big square Secret Recipe' tiramisu cake with her photo as the cake's background. .. 

Twilight - ECLIPSE

yay, I watched it ~
after a long time do not visit to cinema {around 2 ++ months..lol..}.. feeling warm and cool .. :P
accompanied by parents and Chee..

we shopped a lots.. Spent a lots..

ohya, MY new spec, is "goggles"..white + pinky red.. A new style for me.

 1 more ! a Yam mooncake ^@^

KAKOM Ke-10 2010

 8 of us, and me the photographer *_*

 with my good good lecturer, Miss Low ^^

 our free glove and hat ~

 our free shirt ~

hui ling, sur chong, me, hui wern,  yee shang, serene, pei huan, yong yee

"is there any free lunch in this world ?"
but a quote sound like this "there is no free lunch in this world."

haha..mencabar .. perhaps sometime it is, but is that we need to pay back what we get with free of charge? so excited now,.. KAKOM, i can imagine that, will be a very big event among matriculations students. So good the feeling that im one of them.. especially when our college be the tuan rumah.. hehe..^^

many bus are arrived.. saw different people.. with their own coloured shirt and tracks.. there are 14 colleges included KMJ.. wah.. so lots of people are waiting for this year's opening ceremony.. everyone are looking at our performance later.. hehe. :P

Kolej Matrikulasi Johor, Tangkak, Johor, Malaysia

 my first baju kurung in my 17 years old life ^^ it belongs to me...

 my dirty room.. bluer :P

  my dearest mate, Hui Wern. Penang Girl ~

 KMJ's logo

 think first, observe it clearly.. " Is the camera at 45 degree or the tree.. ? or me ?"

Don't get it wrong wor.. ^^

oops.. i have not change my current location to "Tangkak" yet in my facebook.. since it was already 2 months plus plus days i stayed here, ya, i meant Blok Khawarizmi, F2 . 6. hmm, no choice la, now only I believe what chun said last time : "every moment are significant when you go for matriculation programme." so, I got no time to access FACEBOOK !! another reason is, I don't have a broadband.. so if want to on fb, we need to wait until the office hours ended, then only can use.. somemore, the wifi@student is so "p00r" ~

As time is always not enough, I never been outing before.. I'm actually still blur about "Tangkak" this small small town.. but I knew that Mcd, Cinema, Jaya Jusco, or any other shopping complex (econsave could be ?) have not appear yet in Tangkak. Unluckily, I have visited to the clinic here twice, nothing can i comment about it, but just "their store is such limited ~!"

The first week, as usual orientation week..damn tired, all eyes are dark and panda.. NOt enough SLEEP !! argh.. somemore the troublesome baju kurung..hard to walk,hard to sit.. haha, but i dah biasa with the baju kurung now.. quite expert to wear it liao.. so good that KMJ are surrounded by Gunung Ledang.. so cool and cold.. The air, i like it so so much.. quite fresh especially early in the morning. The mist hanging halfway at the Gunung ledang.. hehe, I took lots of photos on it.. why har? it is hard for me to see "moon and star" at KMJ's sky wor..

Don't worry, I know quite a lots of new friends here.. ohya, and also some good lecturer such as Fang Chee, a young and "new" Chemistry lecturer.. She is quite close/good to me because i like to kacau her among all the chinese lecturers.. I'm not bully her tau, don't misunderstand.. just I always drop her some extra works or problems.. hehe.. thank you so much, miss low for your help.. [chicken rice + double A' box + cellophane tape + a box of book + my lunchss.. ] Another two lecturers, ya chinese Physics-lecturer, Miss Leong & Miss Chong.. Miss Chong Yoke Lai, the head of Physics Unit, an experienced lecturer that sat beside a attractive and active lecturer, Miss Leong May Sun. Just because she is so attractive, so many people being scold by her everytime we met her up just for the same physics questions.. Can you imagine, will the lecturer become more and more "emo" after she repeat the same sentences+words+equations for such such many times, something like 10 or above.. the problem is, almost every physics chinese' students like to find her separately.. thats why she, become more angry and angry.. haha... calm down..miss leong.
 [alamak, it is not good for me to comment behind them..]

Sur Chong, one of my good primary 6 friends.. so coincidence, we meet again..ya, we become 'a couple' here, because we always stay together.. not actually, but just went for lunch, dinner, jog and any other programmes. Yong Qi + Kee Lian + Qiu Xiang + Lee Lian + Pei Hong + Siok Yen are my banting' friends who being selected for KMJ. however, due to some reasons, Siok Yen decided and left KMJ. 7 of us left. 2 physics, 2 account, 3 hayat.

My class = F 2 (second kuliah of fizik) P 16 (tutorial 16).. only me a chinese student in tutorial class.. our kuliah got 9 chinese; 5 chinese boy; 4 chinese girl; [2 NG- me and thien sung; ee ling; li yee, sau ying, quan and his besty, and 2 LAI..] only both us, the Ng are the only one chinese in each tutorial class..

Serene Ang, Hui Wern (my close roomate), Yee Shang, Hwee Ling, Pei Huan (ketua blok F), Yong Yi, Ee Ling and .. All of us joined Tarian Formasi for open ceremony of KAKOM Ke-10. (Karnival Kokurikulum Matrikulasi) thanks miss leong for the advises. It is really a true and wise choice that I make. It is so proud to be one of them and one of the 'small particle' in this event.. we, the Ahli formasi of non-sukarelawan having the happiest day in KMJ.. [21-25july].. being given 5 free meals.. and just lepak at room (their dirty room =.=) no need wake up early in the morning for aerobik.. Free food, cloth, shoe, hat.. and somemore la.. pity those sukarelawan, need to stay until 28 july then only can back home..

Hayat BIG BIG gangs = venice, steacy, annabella, yi qin, .... + shing jie
Hamizzah (gendut) and Fatin - my roomate in F2.6..still okay lor with them.. one BP one JB.

time passed so fast, 10 weeks Im here at kmj, quiz+assignment + UPS.. haiya, seem not so good in handle these things leh.. How to get 4.0 actually? oh ya.. one more .. is MUET .. seem easy right? Perhaps it is..but so far, it is not..

yay, going to back home.. I'm waiting for you.. 25 july 2010.. I want eat durian, Bah kut Teh, mcd' burgers banting' chicken rice, mummy' home-cook food like "ang-jiu chicken" and many more..
I want watch Eclipse..
and you, my dear.. + family + relatives..

ouhh, hopefully 30th july would be a great day for her, and all of us who attend..

没有你的存在

没有你的存在,
年初一会怎样?

没有你的存在,
炮声依然响亮吗?

没有你的存在,
我们不再是一家团聚.

没有你的存在,
我们都沉默了..

但,
爱,一直存在..

希望你都过得好好的...